I HATE BEING A GIRL THAT LIKES MEN
BECAUSE EHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ALL THESE MEN R SO UGLY AND MID BUT I FUCKING FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM AS SOON AS THEY RALK TO ME LIKE WHAT
I've talked PLENTY abt spanish class 6'2 guy that I JUST got over after 2 years
well it somehow gets worse with the new guy I'm obsessed with.
introducing: 6'1 (allegedly) fortnite guy!!
he's a year younger than me and we met while talking abt fortnite !!
he has a lot of the same interests as me and actually talks to me and we play fortnite/general video games every day!!
he does that thing where he's kinda mean to me but in an endearing way- and he told someone the other night when we're playing together that you make fun of people that you like.
but yeah basically he snaps me and talks to me and says how good I do in our games we play and the other night we had a deep talk where we both admitted to having suicidal thoughts at one point and that was fun
and then other people joined our vc and he privately snapped me telling me how to not be scared to talk in the vc because I mentioned how I get silent and awkward around ppl I don't know #hecaresabtmywellbeing
so basically he is really kind and we have similar interests and he is tall and gets less ugly the more I know him
the problem???
he has a gf.
GOOD. FUCKING. NIGHT.
ARTSY_H0E28 FUCKING DEAD.
YOU ARE READING
shitposting 🪳
Espiritualsomeone take my phone away don't read this it's literally just me going insane kinda depressing in some parts but like others I'm kinda just a fucking weirdo so