I HATE LIFE I HATE MYSELF I HATW BEINF A GIRL
I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE BUT NO ONE TO GIVE IT TO. PLEASE SOMEONE GIVE ME A CHANCE. I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED BY SOMONE. WHY DOES NO ONE LIKE ME. WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS. WHY ARE MY SOCIAL SKILLS TERRIBLE. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME. I WANT TO SCREAM.
I am filled with emotion !! and I just want someone to like me enough so that I can express these emotions !!!
I don't know what I'm doing wrong !!!! I can't tell if we are becoming more distant !!! I'm his #1 best friend on snap yet he used to talk to me more !!! why do I care so much about people !!!! I always care so much and then ruin things because i distance myself in fear of being too much !!!! I always fear being too much- taking up too much space, being too loud, being too present in someone's life- I want to disappear so I will never be too much !!!!!!
all I want is him and I'm going insane because I don't know how to get what I want.
and I'm crazy and delusional because I over-analyze things every time. left on delivered for an hour? he hates me. no he's not possibly busy- he just hates me.
WHY IS LIFE SO HARD.
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shitposting 🪳
Spiritualsomeone take my phone away don't read this it's literally just me going insane kinda depressing in some parts but like others I'm kinda just a fucking weirdo so
