THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS
- Eating Disorders
-SH referenceAnyways let's begin , Also please remember to eat my love, you deserve too. Because it's good for you and your beautiful<3
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He didn't know when it exactly happened, was it before the cutting or afterwards? Had it always been there? He didn't know when the obsession with controlling what he ate came from, or why it was even there. He didn't want to admit it was a problem. He didn't want to tell them. They were were already so comforting with the SH things, and they already had to save his life. This wasn't fair to them, it seemed like he was always having to be comforted by them, always having to be saved by them. He hated it. So he didn't say anything, though he was sure they were catching on.
He felt weaker nowadays, Everytime he sat up his head would go spinning; and he felt as if he could be blown away by the wind. Sal was always on the skinny side, pale and skinny. But he looked like he'd walked outta of a Tim Burton movie. His eye bags looked purple and he couldn't even stand the sight of certain foods now..
It was torture. To know you're hungry but forcing yourself to bite through it. He tried everything, chewing gum. He tried going to bed early with an excuse. "I'm just tired from school." He would say, and His Dad would believe him. Not even aware that Sal was decaying from the inside out.• • •
Y/n was speed walking down the streets to Addison Apartments, humming the latest song by S.F , they had a plastic bag in their hands and their school bag on their back. They had bought a meal for them and Sal to eat at his house and also just so happened to be carrying in their school bag, the newest album by a band they both liked.
Soon enough they were entering the eerie building, even though they had been here several times before they still got chills entering the apartments. They quickly walked to the elevators hoping to avoid the weirder and ruder of the remaining tenants, Excitement going through their veins at the thought of seeing their boyfriend whom they adored. The elevator was quite quick despite the creaking sound of it which subconsciously rised Y/n's heart rate ever so slightly every time.• • •
Knock knock!"Yeah yeah I'm coming." Mr. Fisher said lazily walking to the door, He opens it to find Y/n bouncing on their heels. "Hmph." Mr. Fisher says with direct distaste. "Hiiii, Sir...May i- enter?" Despite not answering the blue haired man, scuffled to the side allowing the teen to enter. The middle aged man does not seem impressed. Before Y/n can make their usual route to Sal's room , the man stops them. "Listen here kid, keep it pg. " Y/n's face felt like it was on fire. They knew exactly what he was referring to...
"The incident."
As they and Sal called it. About a month ago, Y/n and Sal were in the blue boys room during a particularly 'Heated' make out session, When Mr. Fisher had opened the door, "Hey kids dinners-" the man has stopped in shock. Y/n was on top of his son, pining him it looked liked. Their hand was under his shirt. His Son's mask was off and eye wide. The man didn't say anything just went red and closed the door quickly. Sal practically died of embarrassment and hates to be reminded of that. They now lock the doors all the time.• • •
"I- I wouldn't even dream of it Sir!" They said quickly, Mr.Fisher didn't believe them but just walked out to his room, muttering something about "teens and their sneaky ways."
Y/n waits till Mr.Fisher is gone too walk to Sal's room , Their heartbeat quickens at the sight of the door which was covered in stickers. They varied in cats and memes to guitars and his favorite death metal bands and....your intials. You could feel your heart swooning at the sight. God's you loved him.*Knock knock!*
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"Sal! Can I come in?" You yell excitedly. "Y/N!" The door opens quickly and soon a certain blue headed teen is hugging you tightly. You let out a little giggle and the boy doesn't let go. "I've missed you." He says quietly. "Awwe I missed you too Sally." He pulls you into the room not letting go of you , He only allows one of his hands to let go to close the door, making sure he locks it. (hehe.) "I brought food and a gift." He finally lets go, "A gift?" Sal repeats a smile taking over his face, you loved that he was comfortable enough to not wear his prosthetic around you. It meant you got to see more of his adorable face. "Yeah." You let go of the hug which makes Sal frown ever so slightly, and reach into your backpack. It's a small rectangle in a light blue covering. The boy takes the box with a questioning look on his face. He opens it with gentle , nimble hands. "Oh God." He looks up in disbelief. "Y/n....how am I supposed to accept this?" You smile, "Because I bought it for you?" He looks down at the object again. You got him the newest CD of His favorite band."This had to cost...like a lot Y/N." He doesn't know what to say so you speak instead. "It only cost like... A summers worth of allowance." You say sheepishly. "Y/N! NOW I REALLY CANT." He says trying to force it into your hands, your fists are closed though. "Y/N... Please take it back." He can't open your fist though. You chortle at your boyfriend's useless attempts to force the CD back into your hands. Though you noticed he looked genuinely distressed. "Hey... How about we share it then?" He does a small nod, "ok..." You put out your hand and offer a shake. "It's settled then." He shakes his head at your childish antics, but shakes your hand anyway. "Now that that's settled, wanna eat? " His heart stops , "you brought food? Oh." You look at him puzzled, "Hmm.." you say suspicions rising.
You sit on the floor of near his bed and open the bag and pull out your array of food. "Maybe you'll find something you like?" You already know, and his reaction just confirmed your suspicions but you wanted him to tell you on his own terms, you were just the slightest hint of hurt though by the fact that he felt like he couldn't tell you, of all people. You place down a simple Caesar salad, and a chicken salad sandwich cut in half , you also got a decent amount of chicken soup and for dessert a strawberry cake to share. These of course were all things you've seen Sal eat, as you were trying to get him to eat foods you knew he was comfortable with.
He sat down and you could tell he was hungry but he was going to lie you knew this. "Y/n... Maybe I'll eat this later." He said quietly. But you knew he wasn't going too, sometimes when you and the gang had dinner at his place you could see him waiting till everyone else was gone to throw it in the trash or wrap it in a napkin and dump it later. You weren't a fool. So you finally decided to say something. "Sal ." His eyes meet yours and He feels small all of a sudden. "You know you can tell me anything right?" His knees move to his chest, you have observed this as one of his defensive tactics, you were well aware of how your boyfriend acted around sensitive subjects. So you tried to thread lightly.
" Darling it's ok. I know."
Fin.
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(AHHH, THIS WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO WRITE.)
(As someone who's delt with E.Ds personally and with people I love, this was a sensitive topic to touch, since I'm well aware there are mannnyyy E.Ds to touch, Here I decided it would link more to an obsessive need to control something in his life (like Charlie from H.S) since everything seems to be wack 24/7. )
I hope you enjoyed this and I'm making p.2 literally right after I post this. Thank you for reading and remember, you are perfect in every way and you do control your own life. Eat when you need to my loves, I hope your kind to yourselves. ❤️
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