The Chronicles Of SallyFace

Tell him. ⚠️

A/n: viewer discretion is advised although this is technically p.4 to new girl, I'm not titling that. Here's your TW: Sa discussed and mentioned. " Please don't read if that triggers you in any form of it you simply find it too uncomfortable to read. Fluff happens at the bottom if you wish to skip it.

Y/n slowly trugged themselves to Sal's home foot by foot, step by step.
They found themselves touching their lips every couple minutes, almost as if by instinct. They didn't like the kiss, it was sloppy, rushed and most importantly it wasn't the lips they were used too.

They had tasted cotton candy chapstick instead of strawberry

Perfectly soft  lips instead of one's with a rigid side that held a scar.

No hands stroking their face sweetly on the side.

It doesn't matter what the kiss felt like though, Y/n felt...violated. Billie should've known that She shouldn't have missed them, especially after the whole speech they gave her. It's like it went in one ear and out the other, Y/n knew that this sticky feeling would stay with them. The guilt...their brain was swirling with thoughts that weren't their usual.
"If you really wanted her to stop , you would've kicked her off earlier."
In truth, Y/n did want her to stop, they so desperately did but, They were shocked.
Truthfully, completely, shocked.

Soon enough, they arrived to the familiar hellhole that was Addison's Apartments. They looked up at the looming building, in need of a desperate paint job and felt their head began to go light. They steadied themselves with the rail and paused.

"How am I supposed to show up...to him. Knowing my lips know hers now?"

Different outcomes began to stack in their brain, the calmest being that Sal just comforts them and knows they didn't kiss her willingly; and the wildest containing Sal kickin' them out and stating that they must've enjoyed it.

They didn't.

They knew he wouldn't.

Yet, they were scared.

They were afraid of the outcome.
The question of the day was ,
"How do I look at my partner , in the eyes, and tell them somebody else kissed me for the first time in 2 yrs."
It's not like they were going to Google it! Believe me, they already tried ; all that popped up was weird Reddit threads.

They felt themselves fall over a bit onto the steps . Their heart was pounding, their ears were filled with blood and throbbing,their face was  flushed red and they couldn't breathe
They couldn't think clearly their mind was screaming, "CHEATER, CHEATER , CHEATER, CHEATER CHEATER -"

"Y/n?, Dude are you ok?"
They looked up , face between their hands and tear streaked at Todd. "H-hey! Um yeah, all..all good." They stammered, wiping at their face frantically. Todd's face was neutral but his eyes showed all that Y/n needed to know. He calmly sits down on the steps and exhales loudly. "..You here too see Sallyface?" Y/n nods, "mhm." Todd also nods awkwardly, "cool. Cool." They both sit in silence not sure what to say, Todd wasn't the Advice type like Ash or the Understanding one like Y/n. He was Todd, that didn't exactly equate Advice or Understanding; he usually didn't care. "So...why are you having a panic attack, if it's just to see Sal?" He asks bluntly, Y/n flinches at the term 'Panic Attack' they've seen too many but they never thought they'd be on the receiving end.

"I wasn't having a panic att-"
"Yes you were."
Y/n looks at Todd incredulously. They sighed then , again, nodded. "You're right." Todd smiled loving those words "you're right." But now wasn't the time for him to answer with a snarky, "I know." He was supposed to be comforting his friend, somehow.
Todd scots a bit closer to Y/n and glances at his watch, "I've got time."
Y/n looks at him with a wry smile and begins to tell him what happened to Them and Sal at school with Billie, all of it. It was quite hard to explain what happened about 30 minutes ago but, somehow they managed to get through it without crying too much.