At the end of the day , it is what it is .
I'm destined to be who I am already I'm still just molding into the process. Everything I go through literally builds me for the next chapter.
Yes, it hurts but once you know your worth it's over. That's a high that you will always chase , that's a high better than All drugs. I haven't tried all drugs because I know my worth . It's better than the drugs that I've tried. Accepting life for what it is , helps emotionally stability, and resilience.
Resilience , My favorite word in the human vocabulary 2nd to God.
Resilience , The capacity to quickly recover from difficulties ; toughness.
I'm thankful for a word like this because it's give me hope, faith & higher beliefs. It's a known fact that if there's a will there's a way!
I'm human , so of course if will definitely have my days where I'm just sad or feel like I'm not doing enough with my life. It's literally okay . As long as those thoughts & emotions don't consume me it's okay. If I let them eat me alive , that's a whole nother story .
I cry , I cry
I stop and realize
It's okay to cry
But the tears have to dry
If I don't try
I will look as if I'm sleep deprived
May god please sanctify
Because negativity
Will be glad to eat up and multiply
On the self pity & loud crys .
Know why you cried
So that chapter can die
Know why you cried
Because you know you have to fight
Having to fight can be scary
Not knowing which way is right
You've been deceived so much
Not all you wish for is perfect parent
Preferably a fairy .
Never loose sight , never loose touch
Only because you owe yourself to much !
All the people who hurt you and all the obstacles head of you .
Tell em wassup and you ready to knuckle up .
Sometimes you can't be silent , sometimes you got to be wild as a buck .
Let the world know what it is and what it ain't pretty much .
I love this point of life because I feel whole again . I feel like I'm ready for whatever is up next for me. I know I will have good days , days where it will rain and I know I have to be strong ! I can't give up , I can't go around my problems , over them , under them , drugs won't do nothing but mask the pain . I have to go through my problems to heal correctly , that's the only way I will be truly educated from the situation and ready for the next . Life is what you make it which can be perceived as life is what you learn from it . Don't let life and it's obstacles consume you, you consume life because you only get one.
..... Too Be Continued .
