The Rise of the Red Queen

10

I woke up screaming once again like every day but something was different today. My screams were met with "Shhh it's okay little one" and "shhh angel we are here, it's alright" from Andrew and Darius. I didn't say anything as I stopped screaming and just laid there between them. Once they went back to sleep I crawled out of bed before going downstairs to Jasper's office. I grabbed a stack of blank paper from the printer and a couple pencils from his desk before going to the dining room. I took a seat placing the stack of papers to one side along with the spare pencil before taking the top sheet of paper placing it in front of me. Then I started sketching slowly centering myself until I heard footsteps approaching.

I looked up to see the shrink coming towards me "What do you want?" I questioned. "Can I sit with you?" Dr. John asked.  At my nod he sat across from me before saying "Just so you know I work at Cedar House. I was expecting you a few days ago from Dr. Dryman ordering a psychiatric hold for you. He wanted me to be your doctor because I understand you are in a  bdsm relationship. He was quite concerned when you spoke about being belted and being abused but the belting in itself was not the abuse. I take it that your contract was violated by something else that happened around the belting. Can you tell me about that?" I continued my sketching for a few minutes in debate before I answered "Mark violated the contract by not discussing the reason for punishment or explaining what was going to happen beforehand and then again afterwards by not providing any aftercare." "Have you talked about this with him?" Dr. John asked. "Not talked I still haven't really seen him but for five minutes when they all came to rescue me from being abducted. I did however leave him a letter talking about it. I know he read it because I gave Theodore instructions before I was taken." I explained.

"You knew you were going to get abducted and you wrote a letter and gave Theodore instructions beforehand?" Dr. John stated perplexed. "Well yes, but no. Originally I was planning on the psychiatric hold but in the morning before we left I heard someone planning my abduction along with my guards for the next outing. So I arranged to have two of them I trust at home and had Theo get me two different guards and the guy who wanted to abduct me. I had to get Theo away from me long enough for the abduction to take place. So I had the good doctor help unknowingly. I asked him for fifteen minutes of distraction and to give Theo a couple notes in envelopes in exchange I would talk. I had told him I wasn't done being reckless during our session, that was true. What wasn't true was that I refused help even though I need it." I answered.

"Why would you let yourself be abducted and help in it?" The doctor asked concerned. "Simple really I wanted to know who was behind it and I helped to save the lives of the three guards I trust fully when murdering them was the end goal." I stated. Before he could say anything else I said, "I'll tell you something to help you understand better. We are in the mafia. I am the heir to two of the most powerful Mafia's in the world. My dominants and both of my great grandfathers agreed that it would be better if I wasn't the one to take control publicly for my safety. I am okay with them having the control we have a safe word if I want something done differently or want the control back. I am not okay with the fact that it is a secret within our own home that I am the queen and that our relationship isn't even acknowledged. They have everyone new to our house believing I am a ten year old. They have even hired tutors to come so it looks like I'm in school still. Thankfully, even though the tutors were led to believe I was ten it was to learn different languages. I played the role of the queens daughter and their stepchild. I wouldn't have had such a rough time if they even acknowledged me. I understand they are busy but all six of them and I have only seen three of them five times total in the three months before my appointment with Dr. Dryman. The other three I saw one time in the four months beforehand. I know my medicines need adjusted because I'm not quite mentally stable between the nicknames I carved into my upper thighs and bottom of my tummy and the dozen or so cuts to my thighs before they stopped me."