fuck buddies don't act like this (Gojo x Reader)

Chapter 72

Life has certainly gotten prettier after rekindling the old whispering embers to the eternal flame that now furiously burns within its furnace, your chest rising and falling peacefully to its breath. Love like this came to you three times, the first time was when you found yourself falling for a man that couldn't return the gesture. The second came only when he saved you, and the third was when he came back for you. It took a while, and you can't easily forgive his wrong doings even if there were roles at play preventing him from being here with you.

But you got there eventually.

The only concern is now it's difficult being away from each other, you just constantly want to be around him. Breathe in his scent, have your lips on his skin, wear him like an oversized coat, you're more than attracted to each other that's for sure, it's like he's invaded your soul and carved out his place.

It's more than just living rent free inside your mind.

When you had first met him there was already something ethereal about him like he was an angel with charm far more devious and sinful the longer you were in his presence. That first night he showed you just how devilish he could really become. It was only the tip of the iceberg; you found him to be this confident person who was – still is - so sure of himself that he could not only give you enjoyment but make it a ride difficult to depart from.

Gojo wasn't only attractive but became very appetising when he would always ensure that you were in fact enjoying yourself, sometimes thinking ahead of time to spice up the nights. At first it was just the sex, but he made it difficult for you not to care just a little bit. He would care for you, look after your needs and think for your wellbeing. The hotels, the dates, the compliments and the sex, it was never just some simple shag in a dingy apartment that only has a mattress, a cum stained towel and nothing regarding to contraception. He made you feel safe, worthy of him, he made you feel sexy and confident within your own skin. After Hitoshi it was just methodically getting by each day, maybe putting on some makeup in the mirror and not recognising the stranger staring right back at you.

You didn't even know how attractive you were until you saw him physically harden, his eyes grow with lust and his body quiver beneath your touch. The power you had with just your body alone and the ways you could torture him with made you feel on top of the world – you still have that effect on him now. Gojo, of course was the master, he knew every trick in the book but that didn't stop him from playing along. He didn't stop your fun or shame you for it, he joined in making you see stars behind your eyes. It became his mission to have you finishing on his fingers, tongue or cock every time you saw him. Gojo would never disappoint you and the times that he would edge you towards the finish line only to stop and start again before gradually easing you towards a grander finish line.

Sex, of course, was only the beginning.

Love came next.

Silly, complicated feelings entangled in the fun of things at first you didn't even want to acknowledge the possibility that he could ever love you. Entertaining the thought was dangerous, unrequited love is something that you didn't want to fall into the trap of. Gojo was many things but incapable of loving you at a singular time despite how hard you dreamed and pushed for it to be true.

You didn't want to become delusional.

Gojo is a flamboyant personality that attracts women from all scopes of life even when he's dolled up in his work attire and his eyes are bundled up in a black blindfold. He looked odd but his charisma was there in his voice, his actions, his money. Everyone could see and hear him from miles away, of course, he would be a target to many women and of course, you knew that he was just a fuck buddy, nothing more, nothing less.