You Shouldn't Have Fallen For Me (BEN Drowned love story)

Chapter 29

(No spell check, so there're probably more mistakes than usual)

I saw Jack sitting next to a makeshift tombstone. It was basically a misshaped carved rock. That didn't matter now.

I tried wiping my tears as best as I could and sat next to him.

"Hey," I heard him say.

I didn't respond for a while, "hey,"

"Did you ever think this would happen?"

"Shut up, Jack. I don't want to talk about it right now. Can we just sit in silence?"

He nodded understandingly and wrapped his arms around his knees.

I read the tombstone, "In memory of Jeffery Woods, a man who loved to make people smile."

A shiver went down my spine. I was trying to fight back the tears again. he was my best friend ever. I don't care how gay it sounds. I loved him. He was my best friend and I loved him. he's gone forever and it's all my fault. I could've done something to help him, but I didn't.

I started to sob loudly. I must've sounded like such a pussy. Jack was right there. I didn't really care at the time.

Jack turned his head my way. I don't even know why, he couldn't see me. I wasn't really thinking about that though.

"Hey, it's gonna be alright, BEN." he said touching my shoulder.

I shook my head, "Didn't I tell you to shut up!?" I yelled, it was uncalled for, I know, but I was hysterical.

He stayed quiet.

I read the tombstone over and over again.

"He can't be gone!" I screamed, "He can't be gone!"

Jack hugged me in an attempt to comfort me.

"Get off!" I tried pushing him away, but I wasn't strong enough. my arms were weak and shaky as I cried.

"Shh...everything's okay, BEN. It's okay."

I cried into his hoodie, digging my face into his chest. I was surprised he wasn't crying.

I got up. I was done humiliating myself.

"Wait, BEN," Jack said as he grabbed me and pulled me back down.

He lifted his mask up to his nose and kissed me.

My eyes were wide open and I quickly pulled away,

EW, JESUS CHRIST THATS FUCKING DISGUSTING! WHY WOULD HE DO THAT?!? IS HE GAY?! IM WITH TALIA! HOW AM I GOING TO EXPLAIN THIS TO HER?!

My heart was beating so fast. This is the weirdest thing that's ever happened to me.

I got back up and ran out of the cemetery. I rubbed my lips until they were numb.

Jesus, that was gross. what made him think I swung that way?

Probably the dress. AH, I MEAN ITS A TUNIC!

Damn it, what the hell am I going to do now?

At least he got my mind off of Jeff for a while.

I sighed and started walking back to the hospital. Why is my life so complicated? Why couldn't I have had a normal life like everyone else? It just wasn't fair.

I walked through a small park, getting some stares in the process. I always got stares, and I usually didn't mind. I was in a bad mood though.

I turned around that that child that was gawking at me, "What are you staring at, Kid?!" I yelled.

He instantly looked down at his coloring book, avoiding eye contact.

I huffed and continued my walk to Talia. she probably would've lectured me for that. I imagined her yelling at me, and I couldn't help but smile. anything she did made me smile.

I wish I was normal. not only for me, but for her too. she deserves better than this.

I'm sorry.

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Hey I've already started chapter 30, and I know you guys are gonna love it! It'll be posted next week, I assure you. So, are you guys sad about Jeff?:(