MY DILEMMA IS YOU [ ENGLISH TRANSLATION ]

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Bianca

Hi, unfortunately I didn't wrote this wonderful story. I'm just translating it. I just wanted to say that I'm in love with " My dilemma is you " so read it, you won't regret it. Thank you Cris to have written such a fantastic story, you made me prove so much different feelings. Now I leave you. Have fun!

Al right are reserved to mydilemma2014

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History lesson is for sure the most boring subject. I can't do without fall asleep every time. It seems that the desk turns into a pillow exactly in this hour.

A noise, stops my wonderful dream in which I was dating Set yet.

Stupid bell.

It always wakes me up in the most beautiful moments.

I turn my head up from the desk, and I get up slowly 

" Did you fell asleep today too? " Asks Cass smiling.

Cass Is my best friend since we were young. We have never, and when I say never I really mean never, argued.

" I can't stay awake okay? The teacher sleeps in her lesson too! " I say.

She shakes her head smiling.

" However, are you free today? " She asks smiling.

" No. Tomorrow we have math test and, as you know, I always study at the last minute " I say putting my books in the bag.

" What a pity. Call me if you need help " she says.

" Okay "

I finally get out of this horrible school.

I shudder when I get out.

The Autumn is arriving and it makes me so sad. Rain, mud, wind and cold are not for me.

I take a deep breathe to feel the fresh air running trough my body.

The feeling is fantastic, especially after have spent five hours close in a classroom. But it immediately fade because of a strange smell.

Cigarette's smoke.

" Are you going home? " Asks Trevor.

He is my best friend. We know each other since we were children, the same as Cass.

We three are inseparable.

" Yes, throw away that thing " I say disgusted

" No " he says.

I take it from his hand, and I throw it away.

" What the hell are you doing? It was my last cigarette "

" You should stop smoking that shit. You're just hurting yourself " I have told him hundred times, but he doesn't understand.

He lift an eyebrows up and says " What the fuck do you know? It relax me and and it takes away the stress "

I throw my eyes up. Sometimes, he is very unbearable.

" So... "

I'm worrying. Every time that he says " so... ", it means that the question will be very important.

" With Set? "

Set is my boyfriend. No, he was.

" That asshole said that he was drunk and he implored me to forgive him " I say

Last week was a terrible disaster. I decided not to go to a party, then Cass convinced me to go and when I arrived, I found Set kissing another girl.

" You will never forgive him right? " asks Trevor.

I take a deep breathe and I say: " No. I will never "

Even if it hurts, I have to try not apoligize him this time too.

" Good. Now I have to go, see you tomorrow ". He says giving me a kiss on the cheeck.

When I look around me to try to understand where I am, I see that I'm already at home.

I walk the stairs till the entrance, and I take the keys and I open the door.

When I enter, I immediatly feel a wonderful smell of chocolate cake.

Ouch.

Something terrible is going to happen.

When my parents have to give me bad news, they always prepare a chocolate cake.

I put my bag at the entrance and I go to the kitchen where my mum is cooking.

" Hi mum " I say

She turns rapidily, like she has been scared and says: " Honey, I didn't hear you arriving "

I see in her look that something doesn't work.

" Everything's good? " I ask

" Sure, why? "

" You seem a little... I don't know...strange " I say

" I'm angry. Today you left a mess in your room, and you also forgot to make the bed "

Same excuses.

" I'm going to tidy up " I say getting out from the kitchen and walking the stairs to go to my room.

When I enter, I find a mess, and honestly I didn't remember it.

I go to the computer and I decide to put on a song, and I start tiding up to not think about that asshole of Set.

We've been dating for so long and it is really horrible to discover that the boy you thought you loved,  deceived you for so much time.

Idiot

After half an hour, I hear my mum's voice " It's ready "

I get out from my room and I go to the kitchen, where all are already at the table.

I sit on the same place and I wanna eat becuase I'm really hungry.

The silence in the kitchen is really embarassing, and it is strange beacuse we usually talk so much.

" You know mum, I really like the school " says Kate to stop the silnce.

Kate is my sister, and she is at the first year of the high School.

I watch my mum and my dad. They are looking at each other and they seems really worry. Then I see dad nooding and mum understands immediatly.

What is happening?

" Girls, we have to talk you about an importnat thing "

Oh no.

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Heyy. I'm Bianca and I hope that you liked this chapter. The book is fantastic, trust me. I wanted to apologize with you guys for the mistakes. I know that there are mistakes but, unfortunatly, I'm not from America, I'm Italian.

See you in the next chapter.

Byeee.