MY DILEMMA IS YOU [ ENGLISH TRANSLATION ]

~ 13 ~

" Go sleep if you don't wanna be tired tomorrow " the exact words that my mum said just a few minutes ago when she found me awake yet at 11 and 41.

It seems obvious that the reason why I'm awake yet, is Cass.

I haven't received a call from Trevor yet to know if my best friend is okay or not.

I'm shocked yet from her behavior and I cannot understand her transformation.

The room is light up from a simple moon ray that goes trough my window while I'm laying on the bed and I'm trying to edit ate on the situation in Miami.

I unlock the screen of my phone and I try, for the million time, to call Trevor.

Answering service.

Every time that I don't have an answer from someone, I get nervous, and I swear that, if I could, I would seriously hurt someone.

I take a deep breathe and I cover myself with the blankets to stay warm and sleep well.

The night pass fast, especially when I have classes the following day.

The clock makes noise in my room, and I pick my phone to stop it and have a little bit of serenity.

Someone knocks at the door, and, when I open it, says " Honey, get up, it's 8 o'clock ".

Obviously my mum gives me panic as usually.

I immediately get down from my bed and I rapidly run to the wardrobe to take something to get dressed.

I cannot arrive late the second day in the new school, even because I would not do a good impression to the teachers.

I rapidly get dressed and I run to the kitchen to pick something to eat.

I watch the hour on the wall.

7.40.

Are you serious?

" Mum, didnt you said that was already 8 o'clock? " I say.

" Indeed, com on " she picks the car keys.

I'm my mother's language 7.40 = 8.00.

I did everything really fast thinking that I would arrive late, instead, I already have twenty minutes of free time. I could sleep more.

Damn.

I rapidly get on my mum's car, and, when we arrive in front of the school, Kate and me get down and we go in two different directions.

I enter in the school and I walk around the hallways looking for my locker.

I'd didn't seem so far away yesterday.

When I see her, I understand that my day is going to suck.

"Cris " says Susan.

" It is a bad day, leave me alone " I say and I pass next to her to go away.

" I just wanted to tell youthat, today, you are worse than the other days " says snicking as her friends.

I immediately turn and I say " We are not going to the prom ". Today she wears a little pink dress, really short, with a big white bow on the chest and really high white heels.

Her smile fades.

Then I watch behind her and I see that Cameron is arriving.

I don't wanna have other problems, so I decide to go on with my searching.

I arrive in front of mi locker, and I open it.

I pick all my books and I put them in my locker, then I pick my phone to check again if I lost some messages or calls from Trevor.

Nothing.

" Hey " Matt surprise me.

I rapidly turn scared yet.

" Hi " I force a little smile.

I close the locker and I watch Matt that is smiling at me.

" Are you ready for lessons today? " He asks.

" Sure, and you? " I ask.

We walk trough the hallways and we are going to a school area that I have never saw.

" Yes, do you wanna come with me to pick Nash? "

How could I say " no " if he smiles at me in that way?

" Sure, where? " I smile.

" In his room! "

What?

" Emh... His room? " I ask.

" Yes, in this part of the school there are the dorms, and Nash lives here " he explains.

It should be really fun to stay here in the school, get up every morning and just walk down the stairs to arrive in class.

We walk the stairs that takes to the first floor and we arrive in an hallway with dark red walls and a floor with little black tiles.

Everything is so comfortable.

I really like it.

All the doors are made of wood that makes everything so much more interesting and beautiful.

It is so strange to think that under us, there are classes.

We go near Nash's room, and Matt knocks at the door.