MY DILEMMA IS YOU [ ENGLISH TRANSLATION ]

~ 10 ~

" Pss, hey " someone whispers behind me.

I turn hoping that the teacher won't notice my momentary distraction.

I see a boy with deep eyes and brown hair.

I swear that is the same boy that, yesterday, was with the blonde girl.

" You have something big on your head " he says.

I open my eyes wide scared of the strange thing that could be on my head.

" Take it off " I say upset.

" Miss. Evans, I didn't know that you was so ahead with the program. Come on, give us your answer " asks the teacher.

Just know I realize that I have my hand lift up.

I will for sure do a big gaffe.

" Emh... " I say while, behind me, I hear the laugh of the guy who made me this joke.

" I forgot what I wanted to say " I apologize.

The teacher reconcentrate on the lesson.

Obviously, the boy behind me, fucked me around, and I already hate him because of this.

Fortunately, I'm good to keep the calm, in some situation.

I see Nash that has turned and he is watching the asshole behind me. Nash just shake his head as saying " you're an idiot ".

I prefer to take attention to the lesson because I have to regain the program.

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The bell rings and I'm so happy.

I toke notes all the time, and the teachers seemed to talk rapidly every second.

Now there is the break, but it's better if I stay here, in the class, to not risk to get lost somewhere.

Everyone is talking and laughing.

In this moment I really would have my best friends here with me.

" Hi " says a girl coming closer to me.

She is as tall as me, and she has brown wavy hair.

She smiles at me.

" Hi " I say.

" I'm Sam " she says.

" I'm Cris " I smile.

" I saw what Cameron, my brother, did to you. He is an idiot " she jokes.

" It doesn't matter " I say.

" Oh, it matters " she says sitting on the chair in front of me. " Since my brother dates the vipers he became really unbearable, so here's a little warning: stay away from Susan and her friends " she says winking at me.

I think that she is talking about the girls that laughed.

" You and Cameron are really similar " I say.

Indeed, they are really similar, but there's something different: she's funny, he's not.

" Everyone says this " she says " But they just mean the look. Truly we are considered really different here ".

" What do you mean? "

" I mean that he is popular. He is the captain of the school soccer team so many girls loves him. He just stay with the blondie and her friends because they are as popular as him " she says.

" Is the blondie cheerleader's captain? " I ask.

It seemes obvious.

In every school, the cheerleader's captain, is the most popular.

" Exactly, and she is dating my brother. You cannot understand which torture is to see her walking in my house " she says snicking and I laugh too.

She is really nice and funny.

" What else could you tell me about people here? " I ask.

" Cameron isn't the only one popular boy here in the school. There is the group of wonderful boys that every girl loves. For example, do you see him? " She asks me indicating the boy with blue eyes.

" Nash? He seems nice " I say.

" Do you know him? " She asks surprised.

" Yes, more less. He was my guide for the school tour "

" Oh my God, you're really lucky. He his my brother's best friend, but he has never talked to me. I fell in love with him. He is so sweet, and he plays soccer very well " she says.

They are just some boys.

" And what could you tell me about Matt? " I ask looking at him while he smiles to Nash.

" How do you know Matt? " Asks Sam with a little bit louder voice.

" Yesterday, I was walking around the shops, and by mistake, I fell on him "

She is totally surprised.

" You cannot understand how lucky you are. In our school, girls dreams about brush against that three guys and you know them! ".

" I don't know them, we've just talked one time. And then, you live with one of them! "

" Yes, and I wouldn't this " she says keeping her head down.

I open my mouth to ask her the motivation, but Nash interrupts us.

" Cris " he smiles " I see that you have already found a friend ".

Sam flushes.

" Yes " I say giving back the smile.

" Do you wanna come with me and Matt? " Asks while Matt arrives.

I watch Sam and she does the same. She begs me with the eyes and I don't have any choice.

" Sure " I say.

I get up and we four get out off the class.

Everybody is watching me and the two boys. It seems to be in my old school.

We arrive in the big garden and we sit on a bench.

" Look at him " says Matt laughing.

I watch in the same direction to try to understand of who he is talking about.

Obviously of that asshole sitting behind me in the class.

" Did he told you if he and Susan made something? " Asks Nash to Sam.

" No, just kisses " she says shily because of Nash.

" Wow, so it is serious " jokes Matt.

I don't understand them.

" Why are you all so surprised? " I ask.

" Cameron is an idiot, that's why. He has sex with all the most beautiful girls but it is strange that he didn't do anything with Susan! The last time that I saw him acting this way, he was dating Carly " answers Matt.

" Tomorrow Susan has the birthday party. Do you come? " Asks Nash.

I'm new and I didn't knew anything about a birthday party.

" She didn't invited me, and Cris is the new one " says Sam.

" Come with us. I'm sure that she won't regret it " says Nash.

" Oh, trust me, she will get pissed " says Sam.

" Why? " I ask.

" She doesn't loves me "

" And we don't love her. Come on. We don't wanna spend the night listening her talking about how beautiful is Cameron or how much she loves staying with him " says Matt looking at me.

" Okay " I say.

It isn't as bad as idea. I could meet new people.

" I come too " says Sam.

" Good. We will have fun" says Nash winking at us.

" Oh, look " says Matt watching on the left.

I turn and I see the blondie and her friends that are coming in our direction.