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Dating him wasn't very normal from the beginning. Maybe it was your fault to expect normal things with him.

"I'm.." You couldn't find the words to finish your sentence. You avoided his gaze. You weren't truly hungry, you just wanna to test if he will agree to go with you. You can't say you didn't expect the result. It just how it is..

He won't told you the truth anyway.
Is there another girl, or plenty or girl.. you are just one of them.. One from many.

"Good night.." You pressed your lips on his cheek, holding back the tears. You can't love with doubt in your heart. It was a poison to the relationship, if there was one to begin with.

Jimin stopped you from leaving, his gaze was unreadable, "There is no one else."

"It doesn't matter anymore.."  You decided.

"What do you mean it doesn't matter?" Jimin took your hands, he did it because of you.

"You can hiding your.. upcoming girlfriend..
I don't want love like this.." You pulled out your hands from his grip.

"Listen to me." His eyes were gentle, he isn't affected by your words earlier, "Look at how young and innocent you are." Jimin kissed your eyes, "You have no idea how precious you are to me, hmm?" Jimin rubbed your face, "I did it to protect you, believe me."

"There is no one else, Y/n. Do you know what will they do to you the moment they know you are dating me? They will follow you everywhere." 

Forget walk in the park, he couldn't even stepped out from his car without at least one paparazzi following him. He didn't want that for you, "They will search anything they could find about you, your family, your life won't belong to yourself anymore.. You will be in the spotlight since you date me."

He had been living like that for years, he couldn't say he enjoys someone reading his private matters while having breakfast. Talking about him like they knew what truly happened.

People only cares at the point of view that would make them feel better about themselves. It was the consequence of the life he choose. Being with him meant that. Your ability to live free was taken from you. 

You were still young.. he didn't mind himself to be reported as the pervert adult who takes advantage of little girl, however he cares if it could hurt you.. under any circumstances, "Plus.. I don't want to share this pretty face to the public just yet..

" To protect you, he had to do it. You were embarrassed for being so childish, he was thinking about you while you were resenting his intentions. Questioning his feelings for you when it was as pure as it seems. Jimin kissed your head.

"I'm sorry.."
"How about talk to me instead of ignoring me next time?" "I really want this things works between us.." He's deeply in love with you.
"Okay.."
"Now come here."

Jimin carried you back to the bedroom.
Stripping your clothes one by one. Getting cold shoulder from you, giving him an attitude.
He wanna both bully you back and cherishing you at the same time. Jimin caressed your face, trailing them down to your body.

"Do you understand now?" You buried your head on his chest. Nodding. Feeling his fingers was touching you feminine part.

"I'm sorry.." You moaned. Jimin was hovering you, "I understand now.."

The regrets on your face amused him. He only want to tease you more now.

"Hmm.. I've been ignored for almost a week. Not to mention you did not want to talk with me, sleeping in different bedroom. I'm at huge loss here.."

"... Can you not do that?" Drowning you with guilty. Of course you know he was intentionally brought that up, " I apologize, didn't i?"

"It doesn't sound so sincere now."
"..." Jimin was intensely staring at you until you couldn't pretend not to see those eyes were eating you out, "W.. what do you want me to compensate you with...?" You knew you will regret those questions.

"I'm not sure.. there is plenty things wanna do after all.." Like sliding his fingers inside you
"Ah, J.. jiminie.."