pretty eyes

2 a start

I woke up in the morning shaking again. Another nightmare, it was about my old friends. They bullied me after we broke up. I keep having nightmares about those horrible people. I laid in bed waiting for my body to decide to turn back on. Sometimes my body won't wake up in the morning I think it's called sleep paralysis. Great I have sleep paralysis and insomnia. I finally got out of bed and washed my face with cold water. I came back into my room and put a bra on. I began to get dressed I put on my hand warmers and jeans and shirt. I finally safety pinned a chain to my side. I had to make a chain my mother wouldn't let me get one. I put on a pair of mismatching socks and put the sides of my hair into a ponytail exposing my side shaves. I curled my bangs and hairspray my hair. I did my eye makeup and put on doc marten. I brushed my teeth and headed out the door. My earbuds were in and I was walking to school I played lithium.

After a few minutes the song was over I was on my phone trying to find Detroit rock city. I couldn't find it so I had to search it. While my eyes were glued to my phone somebody ran into me and a skateboard rolled into the road. I fell on the ground and landed on my butt. The person who ran into me was still standing. I pulled my earbuds out and the person crouched down and offered there hand. I took it and looked at the person who knocked me over. It was a boy my age with black shoulder length hair and had what looked like a nirvana sweatshirt. I looked at the boys beautiful hazel eyes.
"Pretty eyes..." I said
The boy smiled and helped me up.
"SHIT IM SO SORRY!" I shouted.
" It's okay." The boy said in a soft voice. He looked at the ground playing with his fingers.
" Well I'm y/n I'm new here."

"Hi I'm Gerard."
Gerard.... His smile was so cute. He looks nervous...

"Gerard your hair is so cool!"

"Really? I think your hair is pretty rad."

"Hey I'm getting a little lost can you walk with me to school?"
Gerard looked up at me with a huge smile plastered on his face.

"Yeah sure! Also you can call me Gee."

"I think I'll just call you Gerard it's a really cute name." I whispered the last part hoping he didn't here me. But I guess he did Gerard blushed and looked down again.

"Thanks."
We began walking to school I looked up at Gerard he looked nervous again. I understood why when I saw the school. It was huge and full of jocks.

" Shit." I froze in place and stared at the school my eyes started to sting and my breathing got jagged. I think Gerard noticed because he grabbed my hand pulling me over to a lage tree next to the school. He sat down so did I.

" Shit shit shit shit shit!"

" Hey hey! Y/n."
Gerard came closer and held both me hands looking into my eyes.

"Y/n I promise you'll be alright! If anything happens let me know I may have just met you but I want to help. Okay?"

"Mk." Gerard offered a hug and I excepted it. While we were hugging three boys walked over.