Layla didn't know what peace was, for as long as she could remember she struggled, until she meets Dayvon, a street nigga with a cold heart, but is there more to him?
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India Royale | 20
» 4:48 pm Monday January 25 2021
📍 Durk's House
I tapped my fingers against my thigh glancing around at the piles of laundry scattered on the floor.
It looked like laundry hadn't been done in weeks, as a matter of fact the whole house looked neglected.
I straightened up as Durk came in from the kitchen and handed me a water.
I finally decided to tell him today since I've finally come to terms with it myself.
"You wanna watch something?" He asked nodding towards the TV.
"No, I just want to talk." I said sipping my water before placing it on the floor.
"Look India, I know I messed up real bad but she aint mean shit to me. I know that shit hurt you and I'm sorry it's nothing I can say or do to change things but I feel like I'm going crazy here without you."
I rolled my eyes listening as he tried to apologize, I wasn't over what happened and I didn't know if I would be anytime soon but I had to put that aside for our baby, as for me and Durk that was a hell no.
I held my hand up for him to stop.
"I'm not here to talk about that." I took a deep breath before pulling the paper I had gotten from doctor out of my bag.
"I'm pregnant."
I watched as his eyes got bigger and rolled mine, since I got here its like everything he did annoyed me.
"You fah real?" He asked glancing at the paper then tugging his dreads.
"Yes damn, don't you see the paper."
He frowned and placed it on the table by the couch.
"Yeen gotta have all that attitude." He mumbled. "How far along are you?"
I face palmed. "Durk all that information is on the paper I just gave you, you can keep it. My next appointment is in four weeks you can come if you want to. I'll unblock you but don't call me unless it's bout the baby."
I stood up getting my bag as Durk stood up too and reached for me.
"India, man come on. How you gon tell me some shit like this then just leave."
"Uhh I don't know, the same way you had a whole baby on me and aint even tell me shit." I said shrugging.
It wasn't in my nature to hold grudges or be petty, I also didn't like to have a lot of drama in my life but what Durk did to me was foul.
I been holding him down since before the music and fame and I always talked about wanting a baby with him, he didn't just break my heart he betrayed me as a person.
He rubbed his eyes and sighed. "I'm tryna make up for that shit just give me a chance ma."
He trailed me outside to the car and leaned against the door as I got in. "You know I love you I was just dumb making a mistake and shit."
I rolled my eyes before starting my car making him move. "Bye Durk."
I felt lighter now that I told him but I also knew the drama was just about to start.
Once I got home I changed into something more comfortable and started doing my meal prep for the week.
I was making salmon teriyaki bowls then chicken stir fry.
I already got my prenatals at my doctor's appointment as well as diet recommendations so I was trying to get back on track with my eating.
After I finished cooking I decided to check my messages.
Since I unblocked Durk he had sent me 35 messages.
I skimmed through them picking out the ones that were about the baby and responding.
Deep down I felt good seeing him so excited and happy but when I remembered what he did the bitter feeling came back.
Now that I had a baby coming I had to be on top of my game and put my all into my brand.
Since I had some more new products launching I would get my girls together and see if they could do another photoshoot. Layla should be fine as it would just be head shots.
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Just a short filler chapter so we can move on with the story. 💗
