Our Heart | WandaNat x Daughter

Chapter 7 - Upward & Onward

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So I actually wanted to continue this story because I love WandaNat so much and I miss writing about them so here we are.  Hope you guys are okay with me continuing it. Also feel free to interact with me about this story or about anything else! I am really enjoying the writing community and I like to think I'm fun to talk to. Anyways...enjoy this chapter! More to come!

Max POV

I've stayed in my room for the past 48 hours just trying to process all that's happened. I haven't had much of an appetite to keep meals down except for soup or small sandwiches but I go out of my room to hydrate and snack occasionally. And to also let moms know I am alive but not well. I told them I love them and am so thankful for them, but I just need time by myself to process and isolate a bit. I'm not sure why, but it always helps me. They've been so understanding and kind to me which I can never thank them enough for.

I've cleaned my room and rearranged it because who doesn't enjoy rearranging their room at 11pm randomly? I also decided to take charge of my space and make it safe and comfortable for me. Jay had always had a say in what I wore, how my room looked like, what I ate, and when I exercised. Rearranging and cleaning was so liberating and freeing because I got rid of everything and anything that had him tied to it. I came across a photo booth strip when Jay and I were first together. We were at our school's Sadie Hawkins dance and they had a bunch of cute props and funny clothes to dress in. He was kissing my cheek while I am stupidly laughing. I don't realize I'm crying until I taste the warm salty liquid that had flowed down onto my lips. Did I make a mistake? Maybe he really loved me.

No. He loved having control. Somehow he manipulated me into giving up control. How could I be so stupid and not see it? Natasha Romanoff raised me for Christ's sake. I am good at reading people and their intentions. Was I that desperate to be with someone romantically? Or did I really just fall in love with an abuser? How did he knock my walls down and build new ones to trap us in so no one could break through them? He made me so closed off to who I loved most.

Yet they always loved and accepted me. No matter how broken, angry, sad or mean I was. They continued to be what they promised they would always be. My loving mothers. I've never had to worry about not having a father or fatherly influence because Wanda Maximoff and Natasha Romanoff are the best of both worlds. They made an unstoppable and all powerful team. And they loved each other and me with everything they have. Why didn't I ask for help sooner? I was breaking them. They had to watch the thing they love most, go through what I went through. I am so underserving of their love and protection yet they give it to me freely and in never ending amounts.

I can almost feel mama's arms around me, holding me in our safe space. Wait. These arms are real. She's holding me on the floor of my room. Shit. She must've felt me crying or mom must've heard me. I didn't mean to wake them.

"Shh...shh baby, you're okay. I'm right here. Let it out. You're not alone, Max. We are always right here." Mama says, placing her hand on my chest.

"S-sorry. I didn't mean to w-wake you." I sob.

"No, my love don't apologize. It's okay. I'm glad I could be here. I've missed you, my heart." I can feel her smiling on that last part.

"I've missed you too. More than you could ever know, actually." I watery laugh.

"I like what you've done with the place. It's much more...Max." She says to me as we make eye contact.

She smiles through her tear-filled green eyes. She kisses my forehead and I close my eyes, remembering what this feels like. I'm instantly warmed to my core and I feel my shoulders, then my jaw, and finally my abdomen completely relax. How does her touch just do that? Mama is always warm and soft. She is strong like mom and like Uncle Pietro was, but her demeanor and energy is always soft. She knows exactly how to make me feel calm and safe with a simple hug or kiss and I think that is truly her biggest superpower.