Him and I ✓

20. Before the storm

Y/N turned towards him and narrowed her eyes. She looked at him with confusion. Yoongi was still watching something on his phone. "Why are you standing there? Come closer." Her eyes widened at his statement. WHAT! She was maintaining her distance from himself and why all of a sudden? What the heck is he trying to do? "Y/N I told you something." She got out of her thoughts. Yoongi was still looking at his phone "Ahh I'm okay here just tell me whatever you want to say." She gulped nervously as Yoongi glared at her.

Yoongi stared at her as she stepped forward slowly. She couldn't look at him. She was feeling so shy because of his stare. Her heart skipped a beat as Yoongi came closer this time. Thanks to the heaven that there's no staff inside other than them. "So how was your experience of being in our concert for the first time?" Y/N made a face like (-_-). Is that why he wanted me to be closer? What's up with him?

Y/N gave him a fake smile. It's not that she didn't enjoy. It's just she didn't know why she was disappointed. Yoongi was waiting for her answer. She put her disappointment or whatever the feeling aside. "It was amazing. I really had so much fun. You know I've never been in a concert like this. So you can bet it was soooooo special for me. I'm so happy today. Thank yo-"

She froze at her place. Her breath hitched as Yoongi brushed his thumb on the right side of her forehead. "Where did this bruise come from?" He continued to brush his thumb. She forgot about it but he made her remember. Yoongi asked her multiple times how did this happen or is it hurting too much or not. She couldn't utter a single word. She kept staring at him, examining his features clearly. Pull yourself together Y/N.

"Yoo-yoongi let go. I-I'm fine." She stuttered snaping out of her thoughts. Her heart was pounding so fast as if it would come out of her chest anytime. She was sure Yoongi could hear her rapid heartbeats. But Yoongi being Yoongi didn't let her go. "Yoon-"

"Shhhhh!" Yoongi put his index finger on her lips to shut her up. Then he went somewhere. She didn't say anything. She was observing his every steps. Few seconds later Yoongi came with a first aid box. Then he started treating her bruise. I'm trying not to fall for you. Why are you making this hard for me? A single tear dropped from her eyes. By that time he was done treating her. Before he could see her teary eyes, she quickly wiped her eyes when Yoongi wasn't looking at her. "Thank you." She smiled at him and with that she walked away leaving him behind.

Why was she crying? Did I do something wrong?

Two days later

It was the day after their last concert. Y/N was chilling at the hotel room. These last two days she went to the concert but she didn't talk to Yoongi well didn't have the chance to talk to him. Though whenever their eyes met she quickly looked away as the flashback of that day kept coming back. As far as she knew tomorrow morning they're leaving for Korea. So today she could finally relax and clear her head. Oh boy how wrong she was! At that moment someone knocked the door. Y/N rolled her eyes as if she already knew who it was. "What do you want?"

"Excuse me? That's how you talk to your best friend? You're so rude. I hate you." Cia pouted. "Love you too. Now tell me why are you here? I wanna sleep so make it fast." Y/N said, yawning. "SLEEP? Are you kidding me?" She looked at her with confusion. "Yeah! Why are you making a fuss about it?"

"You can't be serious." Cia sat on the bed. "What?" Y/N also sat beside her. "We're going for clubbing since it's our last day here. We want to have fun." She said. "Oh I see. Have fun then." Y/N shrugged off. "You can bet we will and you're going with us." Cia said in a serious tone. "No, I'm not going."

"Waeeeee? I'm not going without you. That's final. Don't make me drag you out." Both glared at each other. "Please!" Cia said with puppy eyes, knowing Y/N couldn't resist that. If Y/N could she would kill her. Why you're my best friend? "Fine!"

At the club

"What the heck? Y'all rented this huge club for us?" Y/N asked being surprised. "Yeah so that we can have fun without any disturbance." Seokjin nodded and replied. "Let's have fun then." Then they all started having fun as if there is no tomorrow. Y/N danced, drank, did everything she could do. She had never been in club. It was her first time and she was living her moments.

Soft music started playing in the background. All the couples got busy with their partners and it left Y/N and Yoongi all alone. She kept drinking and watching other girls and boys' drunk couple dance. She couldn't help but giggle as Cia was struggling to stand on her feet properly. She was moodier in drunken state. Poor Jimin. "Having fun?"

Y/N turned her head behind only to see Yoongi standing with a glass of whisky. "Yeah!" Yoongi stepped forward and stood beside her. "I see." He said, gulping the drink. "Why? Aren't you having fun?" He shook his head as 'no'. "Wanna get out of here?" Y/N choked on her drink and looked at Yoongi with wide eyes. "What?" She looked around only to see the couple was very much busy. They won't even notice their absence. She blushed seeing Taehyung and Haneul making out. I guess I don't have a choice. "Fine, let's go."

With that Yoongi and Y/N left from there, walking together to their unknown destination. They didn't know where they were going. They both were chatting with each other specially Yoongi. She had never see Yoongi this much cheerful before. He was talking about himself while giggling very often in the middle of their conversation.

On the way they had ice cream , rode Ferris wheel, went to arcade. Then Y/N did the most craziest thing. She got a tattoo on the left side of her waist. She never thought she would got a tattoo. It was painful but with Yoongi by her side she felt relief. Then they again started walking side by side while teasing each other about random things until they reached at the front of a river. They both sat on the bank of that river. Both were still very much drunk.

"Why are you alone? Why don't you have any girlfriend?" Y/N asked all of a sudden. "Haven't found my right one." He answered casually. "Do you like me Yoongi?" Yoongi was taken aback by that question a little bit. If he was sober maybe he would get mad or maybe get out of there and stopped talking to her. But since he was drunk as hell so he didn't know what he was saying. "Do you want me to?"

Y/N stared straight into Yoongi's eyes. She wasn't in the right mindset either. If she was in right mindset she would kill herself before questioning this. "What if I say yes?" Yoongi stared back at her. At that moment his phone buzzed. "Let's go. It's quite late." Yoongi got up, as well as Y/N. They were walking silently until they stopped their steps seeing a certain something.

Next day Y/N woke up with a massive headache. Wait! Where am I? It isn't my room. She looked around the room. Horror took over her as she saw someone beside her, sleeping peacefully. It was Yoongi. Y/N checked herself. She thanked God that she was full clothed as well as Yoongi. But why are we in same bed? What were we doing?

She tried to remember the last night but none was coming to her mind. Suddenly she saw something which made her remember the whole incident of last night. She felt weak in her knees. She couldn't breath. Tears gathered in her eyes. It wasn't supposed to be happened. What have I done? What have we done Yoongi? We messed up everything we had. At that moment Yoongi woke up.

"Y/N, what are you doing here?"