Him and I ✓

34. So far away

Yoongi's heart skipped a beat by the voice. He turned back only to see his ex girlfriend of middle school, smiling at him. So many years passed but she didn't change. She had the same smile on her face as before when they were together. How he wished it was Y/N instead of her. He was thinking about that day when he accidentally bumped into her, totally forgetting about the presence of the other. "You remember me right?"

His thoughts cut off as Minji spoke up. Yoongi hummed in response. "Glad to know that." There was a silence, an awkward one. However it didn't last long. Minji was very much talkative. She wanted this awkwardness to be gone. On the other hand Yoongi wasn't even bothered about the fact that he met Minji. It was just embarrassing and kind of uncomfortable for him because the meeting was sudden.

Yoongi took a deep breath. "How have you been? I saw on the news that you married someone. Finally Yoongi! Where is she? I know you're busy but you know I would love to meet her." He was silent as Minji talked non stop, not giving Yoongi the chance to answer. "You still talk too much Minji." She chuckled at that. "Old habit. Now answer my question."

"I'm fine." Yoongi didn't want her to know what he's been going through. "Very well. Now when are you gonna let me meet with the love of your life?" Yoongi's heart felt heavy by the word 'love of your life'. "Maybe someday." He said. "She's lucky to have you."

"Not really. I'm the lucky one" and I lost her because of my stupidity. Minji really was really happy for Yoongi. She was so glad to see Yoongi being open about it and affectionate towards his woman. "Forget about me. How's life?" He changed the subject before Minji asked more questions. "Life is great. I've a job now. Married my love, had a baby. So yeah everything is going exactly in the way I wanted to."

"Wow that's great Minji." Yoongi said, smiling. "Yeah. Oh right my son is a die hard fan of yours. Can you give me an autograph please? He'll be so happy if you do that." Without wasting a second Yoongi agreed. "Thank you." Minji said. "No problem." They both smiled at each other. "Ok I'm gonna let you alone now. It's already late. Will be waiting for the meeting, Yoongi. Bye!" With that she left. She really haven't changed.

Three weeks later...

Yoongi was staring at the picture of Y/N which he clicked on their honeymoon. He still haven't found any clue about where she is. The investigator was just able to find out that she's neither in Korea nor in her home country other than some useless information. Yoongi sighed, caressing the picture as if it was her. Where are you? I hope you're okay wherever you are. Once I'll find you, I promise I won't let you go anywhere. I lo- He touched the ring which she gave him before leaving. He closed his eyes as tears rolled down.

"Yoongi?" He opened his eyes and wiped the tears quickly. "Yes noona?" It was Seokjin's wife. She did notice Yoongi was crying and she knew the reason. Binna sighed and sat beside him quietly. They both sat there in silence before she broke it. "You love her. Don't you?" Yoongi didn't respond. Of course he does but he's just too stupid to realise that. "Would she ever forgive me?" He said suddenly.

"I don't know Yoongi. The things you have said to her, I-I just don't know." She said, looking down. "I understand." He said lowly. "What should I do? I just-" He couldn't say one more word. Yoongi was on the verge of the breakdown. Binna could see how much he's been suffering since Y/N's gone. If only Yoongi could realise it sooner.

"Yeah you were an asshole but I'm glad that you realised it. I mean it's better than nothing." Binna said. Yoongi sighed and looked at her. "Just don't give up on her okay?" Yoongi nodded enthusiastically. "I won't noona, whatever it takes." She smiled, patting his back. "Let's go. It's the time for dinner."

Unknown...

"Can't sleep?" She flinched by the sudden presence. It was midnight and here she was, star gazing instead of sleeping. She took a deep breath and turned back to the owner of the voice. "Something like that."

"Hmm me neither." The person stood beside her. "Thinking about him again?" She stayed quiet, not wanting to talk about it because it only burns her heart but the other person won't understand. It was not surprising though. Did anyone ever try to understand her? She wanted to laugh at herself.

"What's so special about him that you're rejecting me in every single way? I really like you." She sighed in exhaustion. "I don't know what but he just is special to me. I love him and I'll keep loving him til my last breath."

"Even after he's not yours?" She felt a pang of pain in her chest, tears threatening to fall. "Yes, even after he's not mine cause I'm his."

"Damn he's a lucky guy. I wish I met you before him. Then maybe you would fall in love with me. I know I'm irresistible." She looked at the guy and chuckled. "You're a good guy Jose. I'm sure you're gonna get the girl of your dreams sooner or later."

"Yeah sure. I think I'll die of waiting."

"You're so extra."

Meanwhile somewhere...

~ Are you sure she's in *unknown*?

~ Yes sir! 101%

~ You better not be bullshiting because if I find out I won't hesitate to blow up your skull.

~ I-N-no sir! I can assure you. This is the correct information.

~ Very well then. Your reward will be sent in few.

With that he cut the call. He gulped the rest of whiskey down in one go before pouring some more and smirked, "If you think you're free now you're so mistaken because you'll be caged with my love again." He took another sip. "I'm coming for you doll and this time you'll be mine."