Him and I ✓

31. Hurts so good

Seonhwa? What's she saying? Yoongi thought as Y/N kept blabbering the same thing. "Y/N please calm down." He said, trying to get her quiet but it was no use. She was crying uncontrollably. "I don't understand what you're saying."

"H-he tried to r-rape me." Yoongi froze at his place. The whole room was at pin drop silence. "What?" He whispered under his breath. Y/N nodded and kept crying as she told him everything about what Seonhwa did with her. But suddenly Y/N was pushed away. Yoongi pushed her. "Do you know what are you saying?"

Y/N stared at Yoongi in confusion. She could see Yoongi was angry. "Yoongi I-" She was interrupted. "Don't fucking lie to me." She looked at him in disbelief. "I'm not lying." She said. Yoongi let out a chuckle before looking at her with anger. "How far will you go Y/N? Why are you doing this? For sympathy or attention?"

At that moment Seonhwa came. "Hyung don't believe her. She was the one who came to me and tried to.. I can't even say that out loud." He said, acting all innocent as if he was the victim. "I know Seonie." Yoongi said before looking at her in disgust.

Y/N stood there blankly. Of course she should've known better than anyone. Why would Yoongi believe her over his cousin? She's so stupid, so naive to think Yoongi will protect her. Tears rolled down her eyes. "Now I understand why your step mother and sister called you slut. They are indeed right."

"MIN YOONGI!" Mrs. Min yelled. "No! Today only I'll speak and she'll listen." Yoongi said, shuting his mom up before turning to Y/N. "Thank God your mom is dead Y/N or else she would die immediately to see what kind of a bitch she gave birth." Every words stabbed her heart like a knife.

"You've ruined my life. Ruined my career but I was silent. We were still together despite the fact that you brought nightmares in my life and now you're trying to ruin my family. What did you expect? I'll let that happen? Fucking no!" He said in one breath before having a sigh.

Y/N stared at him with tears running down her cheeks as Yoongi insulted him in front of everyone. She stepped backwards slowly and slowly. At this point Yoongi was so pissed, so angry that didn't know what he was saying, what he was doing. He was kept shouting, "Get out of my life. Get out of here. Never come to me with that dirty face of yours. Leave! Go away." Until Mrs. Min had enough. She slapped Yoongi.

"I hate to think that you are my son. I'm so disappointed in you. I don't know this Yoongi anymore." A tear slipped from his eyes. His chest tightened hearing his mother. The disappointment was clear in her voice. "Eomma I-"

"Talk to me when you'll come back to your senses till then forget that you've a mother." With that she walked away, ignoring Yoongi's pleading for her not to leave. Yoongi's dad went towards Yoongi. He placed his hand on his son's shoulder without saying anything. He himself didn't know what to say. The party was totally spoilt. Yoongi went to a bar for drinks because that's the only thing can calm him down. He was feeling mixed emotions. Did I do wrong for not believing her? But Seonhwa could never do that. I raised him. He rubbed his eyes, too tired to think anything more.

Next morning Yoongi was sleeping on the couch cause he was too drunk to get to his own room so he just slept there. He groaned as Seokjin kept shaking him to wake him up. "Wake up Yoongi." Seokjin splashed water on his face as he's been trying to wake Yoongi for past ten minutes.

"What the fuck hyung?" Yoongi got up, rubbing his eyes tiredly. He frowned as everyone was there with a worried face. "Oppa where's Y/N? Did you come here alone?" Cia asked. "Yeah we've checked every room but she's not here and also tried to call her but it's switched off." Hoseok said. "You should've been here together."

Yoongi listened everything as everyone questioned him one after another. He didn't utter a single word. He was thinking about the last night. Did she do something stupid again? No no no. He got off the couch and ran upstairs. The others looked at him weirdly at his action.

Meanwhile Yoongi went to terrace first then he searched every room again just to make sure but no she wasn't there. Sweat started to form in his forehead. Only his room was left. He immediately went to his room and noticed her stuffs were gone. He gulped as an unknown feeling engulfed him.

He was thinking about where she could be when suddenly his eyes went on a piece of folding paper on the side table. He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. What the fuck is this? He went towards the table. He felt his legs glued on the floor as soon as he unfolded the paper. It was a letter from Y/N. There was written...

Yoongi,
            I know you hate me and probably will burn the letter when you'll see that it's from me but still I want to write something before I leave. Yes, I'm leaving for good finally not because you humiliated me infront of everyone. I'm not angry really. I deserve it. You've been waiting for this day right? I know you are. As far as I know you won't care but the others will. Please let them know that I love them so much and tell them not to worry for me. I'm greatful what they've done for me, that I'm so sorry for not having enough strength to say goodbye. I know they'll never let me go but I've to. I've already ruined so much. Specially I ruined you and a sorry can't fix that. I wish I could turn back time. However I want to thank you for everything you've done for me and giving me the best memories. I'll cherish it with my whole life. Though this marriage was nothing to you but it was everything to me. I'm your nightmare but you're my heaven. I didn't realise when I started thinking you as my husband. I am sorry for being so helpless that I fell in love with you. I know you never loved me like the way I did and you never will. I've already signed the divorce paper so you don't have to worry about me coming back to you. I hope you get the partner of your dreams who will understand and love you the way you are. I wish you the best for your future. I want you to be happy and healthy.

Min Yoongi let's meet again next life and this time I want you to fall for me first till then...

Farewell my love.
Yours ,
Y/N...

Tears wailed up in his eyes as he finished reading the letter. His head was spinning."N-no! What have I done?"