Him and I ✓

33. Reminiscence

"Uh Yoongi hyung? What are you doing here?" Seonhwa was surprised with Yoongi's unannounced visit. Yoongi looked at him with an expression which Seonhwa couldn't figure out. "You don't look so happy. Something's wrong?" Seonhwa laughed awkwardly. "Hyungie please! Of course I'm happy. I just didn't expect you to come here at this hour. Come on in." Yoongi hummed and entered inside.

"To what do i owe this pleasure?" Seonhwa was totally clueless about what's gonna happen to him in few minutes. Yoongi was silent for few moments before saying, "What were you doing in the female washroom that day?" Seonhwa choked on the air. His eyes widened at the sudden question. "Uh-oh I-" Yoongi raised his eyebrow. "Answer!" Seonhwa flinched at his demanding voice. "Well you know I already told you. Noona told me to go there. She wanted to sleep with me but I-"

Yoongi grabbed Seonhwa's collar of his shirt. "Don't fucking lie to me. I saw everything." All of a sudden Seonhwa started laughing. It angered Yoongi even more. "So now you know huh? Where were you when she literally begged you to believe her?" Yoongi had no answer to that question.

"You don't even consider this marriage and now out of nowhere you're acting as if you really care about her. Y/N is too beautiful, too sexy to stay with a dimwit like you." Yoongi listened to his cousin's every sentence. His face turned red in anger. "I was so close to taste this beauty but she-" Yoongi punched Seonhwa in the face. "You asshole!"

"You're dead." Punches after punches were thrown in Seonhwa's stupid face. "How dare you to touch my wife!" Yoongi slapped him so hard that he fell on the floor. Seonhwa groaned in pain as Yoongi kicked his stomach. "You touched my Y/N with this hand." Seonhwa looked at Yoongi with his bloody face. He had no strength in his body.

Seonhwa screamed as Yoongi stepped on his right hand. "Feeling good?" Yoongi chuckled seeing Seonhwa's helpless condition and his constant pleading to let go. "L-let m-me go." Yoongi grabbed a fistful hair of Seonhwa. "She pleaded too but did you let her go?" Seonhwa looked at him in disbelief. He had no idea that a calm person like Yoongi would turn into a maniac. "You didn't. So why would I?" Yoongi grabbed his throat.

At that moment "Hyung stop! He'll die." Namjoon and Hoseok came inside with the cops. "That's what I want." Yoongi said, slapping him. Namjoon and Hoseok couldn't watch it anymore. They held Yoongi before he really kills him. "Let go." Yoongi tried to let go off their hold, kicking his legs in the air.

"Calm down hyung. You did enough already. Now let the police handle it." Hoseok said. Both of the rappers were kinda surprised to see Yoongi like this. They never saw this side of him. "I'll make sure you never gets out. Take him officer. Just get this trash out of my face." Yoongi watched them leaving before taking a sigh.

Following evening Yoongi went to the beach. After getting out of Seonhwa's place, he dropped Hoseok and Namjoon at the studio. Though they didn't want to leave Yoongi but he insisted. So the duo just let him leave, knowing their hyung needs space.

Yoongi stared at the seashore, reminiscing about those days when he was in Hawaii with her. At that moment a sound of scream caught his attention. He turned back to look what was wrong. But it was nothing but a couple. The girl was being chased by her lover. A smile crept across Yoongi's face as the guy caught the girl. They looked so happy. Seeing this scene made him remember about that time when Y/N hugged him. A wave of sadness rushed over him.

It was 2 in the morning when Yoongi got home. After staying at the beach for few hours, he went for drink and now he was hella drunk. Yoongi looked around while calling for Y/N. He forgot that she was gone. He went to his room somehow. He was still blabbering but as his eyes fell on the letter, he got back to his senses. "O-oh!" Yoongi sat on the floor, unfolding the letter again.You should be happy now that she's gone. Yoongi frowned in confusion. "Who are you?"

I'm you. It was Yoongi's inner self, his conscience. She's not coming back. You pushed her away. It's your fault. Yoongi got angry. "Shut the fuck up! I'll find her at any cost and bring her back." Yoongi felt his inner self was laughing at him. It mocked him. He wanted it go away. Do you think she'll come back to you after the way you behaved with her? I bet she doesn't even want to see your face.

Again Yoongi fell silent. What could he say? It was true after all. No I've to be positive. You're nothing but a piece of trash. All you can do is hurt people. You don't deserve to be loved. A person like you doesn't deserve happiness. Seonhwa was right. You're just a dimwit. Yoongi covered his ears but the voice was loud until "ENOUGH" and it was gone.

Yoongi didn't know when he fell asleep. Next day when he woke up he saw his hand was bandaged. He was damn sure that he didn't do it. His knuckles were bruised due to beating the shit out of Seonhwa. He knew who did it. Without wasting a second he got into the shower and get dressed.

Cia flinched as she felt a hand stroking her head. She looked away as she saw it was Yoongi. "Thanks chunky." He said, sitting beside her. Few minutes later she answered him by saying "for what?" Yoongi suppressed his smile thinking his Chunky might be mad at him but she still cares. "For this." He showed his hand. "Bold of you assume I did that."

"I'm not assuming. I know you did it." Cia didn't answer. Everything was quiet for a while before Cia hugged Yoongi and started crying. Yoongi was caught off guard but he let her cry. "Chunky don't cry. You'll get sick. Remember you're not alone now." She was sobbing like a baby. "H-how did you get those bruises?" She said looking at him with teary eyes.

"I punished a very bad guy but don't worry now that you treated me it'll be healed in no time." Cia pouted and hugged him again. Yoongi giggled at her action. "Chunky I'm sorry. I know I hurt everyone. I promise I'll find your best friend."

"I know you will." Cia said breaking the hug. "But don't think I'm still not mad at you." Yoongi pinched her cheek. "I know." He took a deep breath, getting up. "Where are you going?" Cia asked with curiosity. "On the mission to look for your bestie." Cia raised her eyebrow. "And yours?"

Yoongi looked at Cia and smiled, "Someone I don't deserve."

Few hours later...

After getting out of the meeting room with the members, Yoongi went to a convenience store to buy some drinks. He needed to cool off. He's been looking for Y/N since the morning. He kind of knew she's not here but he needed to make sure.

He appointed a private investigator as well. He needed some information after all a person can't disappear within a day that easily unless she has source. Ugh I don't know what I'm gonna do. He was thinking about everything that has happened when all of a sudden,

"Yoongi?"