Sweet Jesus.... I thought just coming to the Ring of Kerry was going to make me nervous, but, the moment Josh took my hand in his, I knew that I was beyond nervous. I was scared to death. He looked down at me with his beautiful hazel eyes, and my heart just melted. I couldn't help myself. I had to smile at him. Why did he have to take my hand? I'd been fighting my attraction to him for a year now. I couldn't let him into my heart. I can't, and I won't.
Once we stepped inside the Spitalfields, the memories came flooding back. I could almost hear my dad saying he couldn't wait to have a sorbet as my mother laughed that sweet and gentle laugh of hers.
I miss them.
Josh must have sensed how I was feeling because he squeezed my hand a little tighter as we waited to be seated. When I looked up at him, I had to catch my breath. His smile was just amazing. He had a single dimple on the right side of his cheek. Even if he barely smiled, you could still see it. In Harry and Niall's words, he had a boxer-melting smile. I guess in my case in a panty melting smile. Yep, he sure does. His laugh sent tingles throughout my whole body while I felt butterflies in my stomach. I'd never been this attracted to a guy before.
Why does he have to be such a man whore?
"You hungry?" Josh asked.
I didn't think I was up until this moment. "Yes, actually, I'm starving. "
Josh looked up to the hostess as she walked toward us. Her face lit up like a Christmas tree when she got a good look at Josh. Is she blushing? Oh, for Pete's sake, he's just another guy, lady.
Okay, well, another guy with an amazing build, a beautiful smile, hazel eyes you could get lost in, and dark brown hair that you just want to run your hands through.
Oh my god, what the hell is wrong with me? I'd been around Harry too long these last few weeks. He's gotten me drunk three times, and one of those times resulted in me dancing and flirting with Josh. I was still embarrassed as hell thinking about that night.
"Hey there, you all. Welcome to Spitalfields! Will it just be the two of you all today?" the hostess asked, her voice purring as she stared at Josh the whole time.
Ugh, Josh turned to look at me and let out a small laugh.
"Yep, just me and my friend here," he said giving me a wink.
Bastard.
"Well then, follow me, and I'll show you all to your seat. "
She turned, leading us to our table, and I swore that she couldn't have shaken her arse more if she tried. I glanced up at Josh, was looking everywhere but at her arse.
Once we sat down, our waitress came over, and it was a repeat of what the hostess just did. She stared, she flirted, and he ignored while he just looked at me. Oh brother. What would it be like to go on an actual date with him? I'm sure he has girls all over him no matter where he goes. Every time we had ever gone to Club M, he had usually danced the night away with fifty different girls. During the last few times though, he had pretty much turned down every girl while he just sat at the table talking to me.
"Hey you all . What can I get ya to drink?"
Josh just smiled at me and then turned to the waitress. Good Lord. The smile he flashed her caused my panties to melt, and from the look on her face, she was having the same reaction. Bastard!
"I'll just have a glass of water, please. Olivia?"
"Diet Coke, please. "
The waitress asked if we were ready to order but, Josh asked for a few more minutes.
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Fanfiction(Book 2 in the wanted series) Harry and Louis' love is true but will it be enough? Harry who comes from a loving home with a family who has had more than their share of difficulties, is faced with possibly losing the love of his life. All he dreams...
