I placed my cell phone on the bathroom floor and just sat frozen in the bathtub. I could hear the hurt in Louis' voice. I hated Briana with every ounce of my being. Why is this happening to us?
After we'd left the restaurant, Matilda and I had tried some shopping therapy. The whole time we had walked around, I couldn't get it out of my head how big Briana was. Even with her sitting down, I could tell she had to be further along than seven months. I was going to get to the bottom of this, but if this was going to work, I needed my girls to help me.
Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, maybe I am losing my damn mind. Am I really going to go through with this? Yep, I really am. I closed my eyes, trying to picture what it would've been like if this whole Briana thing had never happened this weekend.
I wasn't sure how long I had sat there with my eyes closed. I heard the front door open, and I could hear Louis walking to my bathroom. My heart started to beat like crazy. Just the idea of being with him had me almost panting with excitement. The sounds of his footsteps stopped.
I slowly opened my eyes to see him standing in the doorway. His eyes immediately captured mine. As I looked down his entire body, I lost my breath from just the sight of him.
"Hey, Baby," he said huskily.
All I could do was smile. He walked over and kneeled down by the tub. He brushed the back of his hand down the side of my face. My breathing was louder and faster now, but I didn't care. I just wanted to forget everything. He was here. He was here with me, and that was all that mattered.
"Louis. "
"Shh, let me love you, Haz. "
Oh my god. I wanted nothing more than for him to do just that. He stared into my eyes like he wanted to tell me something so desperately. He almost looked...lost. What if he wants this baby to be his? What if- no I have to stop asking what-ifs and start talking to him about this.
"Louis, maybe we should talk first. " Shit, I can't believe I just said that.
"I don't want to talk, Haz, I want to make love to the only man I've ever loved, and will ever love. "
"Louis...I. "
The next thing I knew, he was sliding his hand behind my neck as he brought my lips to his. He kissed me with so much passion that I swore I was going to explode. He pulled away, reaching over to pull the towel off the rack. He got up and held the towel open for me. As I slowly stood and stepped out of the bathtub, I heard him suck in a breath of air.
I smiled at him. "You're not getting tired of me yet, I see. "
Louis let out a small laugh and shook his head.
"Baby, hell would freeze over before I ever got tired of seeing your body. "
He wrapped the towel around me and then pulled me closer to him. "I missed you today. "
"Really? Cause you looked pretty happy at lunch with your baby mama. "
Fook! Why did I just go there? Oh my god, what is wrong with me?
"I'm sorry, Louis . " I said.
He ran his hand through his hair.
"What is up with you these last few days? Why are you being such a dick?"
Oh no, he didn't.
"What? Are you really asking me that, Louis ? Because if you are, then maybe you need to just leave!"
I pushed him out of the way as I made my way into my bedroom. I was so mad I was shaking.
"Arr, what do you want me to do? Tell me what I need to do!"
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You Saved Me!
Fiksi Penggemar(Book 2 in the wanted series) Harry and Louis' love is true but will it be enough? Harry who comes from a loving home with a family who has had more than their share of difficulties, is faced with possibly losing the love of his life. All he dreams...
