You Saved Me!

~*Chapter 57:Josh*~

Shit. I should have asked Louis if Olivia had stayed on his property or if she had ridden over onto the Payne's place.

Then, I saw her. With a blanket already laid out on the ground, she was lying on her stomach, reading a book. I jumped off Sweet Pea and decided to just let her roam. She would probably make her way over to where Daisy was tied up and eating.

As I walked toward Olivia, she didn't look up. The sound of the river must have been blocking out my steps.

"Hey, Olivia," I called out.

When she looked up, I was hoping that she wasn't going to seem disappointed to see me.

She let a huge smile play across her face, and I felt my own smile spreading across mine.

I love her. I only want her.

She sat up and pulled her knees to her chest. She looked beautiful, sitting there under the blue sky. I could practically see her blue eyes from here.

"Hey, what are you doing out here?" she called out as I was walking closer to her.

By the time I got to her, she had stood up.

I didn't know what to say or how I should even start it. So, I did the only thing I'd wanted to do since I saw her walk into Louis and Harry's house two weeks ago. I inched closer to her, took her face in my hands, and kissed her.

The moan that escaped from her mouth drove me mad, and my dick was hard within seconds. It had nothing to do with the fact that I had not slept with Lynda in months. It was because I was kissing Olivia. I craved her kiss and her touch more than anything else in my life.

I pulled away from her mouth, so we could catch our breath. When she closed her eyes, a tear rolled down her face.

I took my thumb and wiped it away.

"I love you, Olivia. I've only ever loved you. "

Her beautiful blue eyes opened, and it was like she was staring into my soul.

"I'm so sorry. I never meant for what happened with Kevin to happen. I can't get it out of my head. I've tried to do everything I could think of to just forget it, but I can't. That was supposed to be you. I wanted that to be you so badly, Josh. "

She started crying even harder.

I pulled her into me and held on to her.

"I wanted it to be you more than anything. "

"It's okay princess. Please don't cry. It doesn't matter anymore. All that matters is you and me, Olivia. "

She pulled away, looking at me.

"I know what people think about me, and they're wrong. I haven't been with anyone since that night with Kevin. I couldn't be with anyone else but you. "

I leaned down and took her mouth with mine. I kissed her with as much passion as I possibly could. I needed to show her how much I loved and wanted her.

Olivia pulled away again.

"Josh, I know you're with Lynda, and I wouldn't want you to be unfaithful to her. "

I closed my eyes and let out a sigh.

"Olivia, I have no intentions of staying with Lynda. The minute she gets back from Costa Rica, I'm going to tell her it's over. She knows that I don't love her. We haven't even slept together in months. "

"Really?" Olivia asked, her voice a little too excited.

I smiled at her.

"Yes, really. I've never loved anyone but you. I only want to be with you. "