UNSTOPPABLE OBSESSION

19

Hexadawn Aze

Natapos ang celebration. Wala akong ganang umuwi. Kaninang madaling araw ay pinahatid ko si Chaos kay Deilan dahil wala syang kotse. I was so hurt in the fact that He still love her that‘s why He didn't delete his post. I felt Dylan‘ arms on my neck. Urgh, Here we go again. He look at me and smile annoyingly.

“Punta tayo Mcdo! Libre ko!” Anya saka ako hinila. Nagpahila nalang ako sa kanya. Wala naman akong magagawa dahil hindi naman sya magpapapigil kahit pa anong mangyayari. We goes to Mcdo. Naghanap ako ng table habang sya ang nag-oorder. My other cousins wasn't here because they are now going back to thier companies. And my brother, Ren was going to Spain checking what our father‘s doing. Since, We‘ll be starting our main move. We‘ll be visiting our grandfather and talk for help.

I sigh when sitting in the chair. Deilan came and put the food tray on the table and we both eat. He ordered Mcfloat for me and chicken too! And I‘m happy. We started eating. We didn't talk because we are both busy biting the chicken. Noon pa lamang ay paborito kona ang manok. I was caressing my stomach when I‘m done eating. We goes out of the Mcdo. Akmang sasakay na ako ng may bigla akong mabangga.

“Omygosh! I am so sorry!” Napatitig ako sa muka ng babae saaking harap. She has a goddess face. Her heart-shaped lips are red. Her body curves are showing makes me insecure. I let out a sigh while looking at her panicking.

“I am okay, Miss. No need to worry.” She stop talking and look at me. She smiled.

“Okay. Sorry ulit.” She said then turn her back. Tulala lang akong nakatitig sakanya. Kumurba ang mapait na ngiti saaking labi. Finally. . . Chaos true love was here. . . Means, He‘ll stop playing with me. I should be happy but why the hell my heart was hurt? I shook my head and goes inside of the car. Pinunasan ko ang aking luha pero walang tigil ang pagtulo roon. Napapikit nalang ako at hinayaan na pumatak ang aking luha.

“Sorry, Baby-insan. Natagalan ako—” Napawi ang ngiti sa muka ni Deilan ng makita akong umiiyak. Nag-aalala nya akong tiningnan. I tried to smile at him but it‘s hard. He confusely look at me.

“A-Aze. Ba‘t ka umiiyak? Tangina. Sinong nagpaiyak sayo ah?!” Inis na anya nya. Umiling lang ako. He hug me to hush me. He was caressing my back. I close my eyes. Mas lalo kong siniksik ang aking sarili sakanya. He let out a sigh and hush me.

Thinking that Chaos’ first love was here and Chaos still love her, I can‘t help tobe hurt. Fuck! I shouldn't love him. He‘s just gonna hurt me what a jerk. I regret loving him. I do not like hurting. Please take this pain away from me. . .

Few weeks, Chaos and I didn't meet anymore maybe because He was busy to his lover. Today, We are going to go to the spain. We figured out that lolo‘s condition was becoming severe so we have to visit him and ofcourse do the plan. My brows furrowed hearing a knock on my penthouse. Who‘s this?! I never tell anyone about this! What the hell! I was irritated but I still open the door. Bumungad saakin si Chaos. He was wet from the rain. My brows furrowed seeing him.

“Please baby. . . Patawarin mona ako. . . Please, Mahal na mahal kita. . .” He begged. My forehead knotted. What the actual fuck? I smile sarcastically on him.

“Tell me that when You didn't love her anymore. . .” I said coldly. “It won‘t happen anyway.” I yawn and look at him borely. “Stop this drama, Chaos and leave me alone. . . Let‘s cut this connection. From the start, I know your not serious into me. Let just cut this connection.” I said while looking at him intently. Hindi ko pa sya pinapasok. Yes, I am heartless especially when I realize that He was really playing on me.