UNSTOPPABLE OBSESSION

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Chapter 34

Hexadawn Aze

Napakagat ako ng labi habang binibihisan ang kambal. Ngayon na kami magkikita ni Chaos and I am nervous as fuck. Bumuntong hininga ako. Si Stephen naman ay sayang-sayang kinakausap ang girlfriend nya. Oo, Nandito na naman sya. Tsk, Kailan ba yan nawala? Tangina, Muka yang buntot. Umirap ako. Nung sinabi ko yun kanina ay nagulat talaga sya. Sabi nya joke lang daw yun. Tsk. Siraulo talaga.

“Tingin-tingin mo dyan? Gwapo ko 'no?” I fake cough and look at him disgustingly. He just smirk at me before looking back to his phone. “Alam ko namang gwapo ako, Mareng Aze pero taken na ako eh. . .” Mayabang na ani nya habang kaharap ang cellphone nya.

“Mas gagwapo ka kapag sinampal kitang putragis ka.” Madiin na ani ko na ikinatawa nya. Umirap ako sakanya.

“Are you really sure about this? I mean, Aze bestflen, We can escape if you really don‘t want to show the kids to him.” Ani nya. Tumingin ako sa kanya at tinaasan sya ng kilay. Nagpapatawa ba tong tanginang to? Sinuri ko ang kanyang muka para makita kong nagbibiro lang ba sya pero hindi. Seryosong-seryoso syang nakatingin saakin. Bumuntong hininga ako.

“I actually doesn't know. . . But whatevee it is, He‘s the father of the twins and it‘s his right to meet them. Well, I still hate him. . . A bit. . .” I said avoiding his gaze. Bigla syang ngumisi saakin at tumikhim.

“Kung ganon ay may aasarin na ako. Nakakapagod na kasi ang muka ng kapatid mo,” Tumikwas uli ang kilay ko at inis syang hinampas, “Gago ka, Barilin ka non. Diba, Kasapi yun sa ano? Sa La Costa? Gagi, Malaking organisation yun!” Ani ko habang natatawa. Ngumiti sya saakin ng mapanlaro.

“Well, Let‘s test him if He was still inlove with you.” I click my tounge after hearing what He said. He laugh like a crazy man, “I wondered, How La Costa Member gets mad? Will He shot me? Torture me? Ah, This is making me excited.” Binatukan ko sya sa ulo.

“Tara na. Tama na yang paggiging baliw mo.” Irap ko sakanya. Kaagad na sumama ang tingin nya saakin. I was the one who‘s driving while Stephen is beside me and the twins is at the back. They all singing ‘Perfect’ by One Direction, One of my favourite song. Nakisabay narin ako sa kanila para narin mawala ang kaba sa aking dibdib.

When We arrive, I was shock when Stephen open my door. Inalalayan nya ako palabas na ikinakunot ng noo ko. He's acting like gentleman. Binuksan nya rin ang backseat at pinalabas ang kambal. Hinawakan namin sa kamay ang kambal. Muka tuloy kaming mag-asawa. Si Stephen naman ay nakangiti na parang ewan. I found him weird. Seriously, This guy is fucking getting weirder. This isn't his nature. I roll my eyes. Mukang alam kona kung anong nasa utak nya.

Nang makapasok kami sa restaurant ay nakita ko kaagad si Chaos na naiiritang nakatingin kay Stephen. Mukang wala ito sa mood. Pero nang dumako ang tingin nito sa kambal ay parang lumiwanag ang muka nito. He stood up facing the child. Bakas sa muka ng kambal na naguguluhan ito lalo na ng tumigil kami sa harap ni Chaos.

“Aze. . .” He whispered. I just smile at him nervously before facing my kids. I nervously sit just to see thier faces closely as I murmured the words. . .

“Kids, Meet your father, Chaos Zythem El Vera. . .” I said. The kids eyes widen. Raya on the other hand run to Chaos and hug him as well as Reivan. They were crying. Pati si Chaos ay umiiyak. Somehow, I felt guilty. In three years, I hid them from Chaos. And I know, Kahit hindi nila sasabihin ay gusto nilang makilala ang Ama. . .

TWO WEEKS later, Chaos always visited here. Palagi syang umuuwi sa aming bahay para lamang sa kambal. Halos hindi na nga sya umuuwi sa tunay nyang bahay dahil aliw na aliw sya sa kambal. Si Stephen naman ay todo asar sa kaniya. Ewan sa lalaking yun, Wala na naman rito. Saan kaya nagpunta yun? Umiling nalang ako. What would I expect? That brute was really mysterious and I can tell He‘s dangerous too.

I was cooking dinner while the twins was sitting in the floor playing some toytruck and dolls. They are really happy but a minute after, Raya drop her doll and began to sob.

“I MISS DAD!” She cried again hardly. I gulp. Fuck. Napatingin ako sa relo. Alas singko pa ng hapon. Alas sais pa ang dating ni Chaos. I left the kitchen and hurriedly goes to them. I hug Raya while She continue sobbing in my shoulder. “I miss Dad, Mom! Where is he now?! Call him!” She shouted while crying. I sigh as I gulp. I-I can‘t do that. . .

“Mom, Please. . . Raya was so sad.” Reivan said while looking at his sister. I sigh and get my phone and dialed his number. After few rings, He pick up.

“Hello?” His voice is sweet as usual. Inagaw saakin ni Raya ang phone at sya ang sumagot.

“Where are you, Dad?! I miss you! Go home now! You promise your not gonna leave us!” Raya said while crying. I massage my temple. Raya was becoming a spoiled rotten because of Chaos. He give them everything they want and I witness how He spoiled them. He take them to park, Buy Ice cream, And the worst part? He buy milk company just because Raya requested it.

“Baby. . . Your Dad was still working. Stop bugging him. . . He‘ll gonna come. . .” I said and carressed her back. She just sob.

“What if He leave us?! No, That won‘t happen!” She said desperately. “Dad! Come home now!” She started to sob. I just sigh. A minute after, I hear doorbell. I quickly open the door and saw Chaos. He was sweating. Raya came running to him. He was panting but still manage to smile. I just sigh.

“Good Evening, Aze. . .” He greeted me. I smile apologitically on him, “Good Evening, Chaos. . . I‘m sorry about Raya. She was really. . . Uhm. . . Traumatized. . . Please, Forgive her.” I said. He just smile at me.

“No, It‘s Okay, Aze. We‘ll go upstairs.” He said. “Okay. I‘ll just call you if dinners ready.” I said and smile. He smiled back as He take them upstairs. Nawala ang ngiti ko bago dumaloy ang luha saaking mga mata.

This is my fault why Raya become traumatized!

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