UNSTOPPABLE OBSESSION

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Hexadawn Aze

Maaga akong nagising. Napamura ako dahil masakit ang aking katawan. Putangina! Kakalandi ko kase to eh! Kinuha ko ang damit ni Chaos na nasa  sahig. I wear his big T-shirt but still it is not enough to cover my legs so I borrowed his boxer. I yawned and the took a bath. Nagtagal pa ‘ko sa banyo dahil nga masarap maligo. Ang dami ko pang chikinini! Lumabas ako ng kwarto. I saw Chaos shouting outside. . . My jaw dropped seeing Chaos and Geraldine. . . They are arguing and Geraldine was crying. My forehead crease. What is she doing here?

“I am pregnant with your child, Chaos! Why can’t you believe me?! You know we did not stop doing it kahit pa kayo ni Aze!” Geraldine said while helding her tummy. Kita na ang umbok nito. Nanikip ang aking dibdib sa narinig. I laugh sarcastically. Nabaling ang atensyon nila saakin. I look at them coldly. Chaos was not teary-eyed while looking at me. I gulp trying not to cry. I clench my fist.

“A-Aze. . . I can explain. . .” He tried holding my hand but I avoided it. His jaw drop. His tear fall from his eyes. Namumula ang kanyang ilong at leeg. Iniwas ko ang aking tingin sa kanya para hindi ako makaramdam ng awa at mayakap sya. Pasimple kong pinunasan ang aking luha.

“I‘m done with this game, Chaos. I‘m going home and don‘t bother me again. . . Because if you do. . . I will not hesitate to kill you myself. . .” He shook his head like He didn't want it. I keep my face stoic and stare at them both. “I‘m tired, Chaos. . . So I‘m ending this not-so-serious relationship with you. . . I-I. . . I am done with this shît.” Malamig na ani ko.

“Please. . . Hear me first. . .” He pleade but I didn't listen to him. Iniwasan ko ang kanyang kamay at naglakad palabas ng bahay nya. I took my phone on my pocket. My tears are falling because of what I‘ve know although I expected it but it‘s still hurts. I stop myself from sobbing. I dialed Dylan‘s number. Alam kong sya lang ang makakatulong saakin ngayon kahit na galit parin ako sa kanya ay kapatid ko parin sya.

“Oh, Miss moko?” Napairap nalang ako sa bungad nya. Alam ko namang pakana nya ‘to. Hindi nya ‘ko mabibilog. But still, I have to act like I didn't knew. I want him to confess what He‘ve done. I can‘t stop myself. I am sobbing already while holding my phone. Kita kong natigilan si Dylan sa kanyang narinig.

“I‘ll fetch you, Baby. Hang on there, Hmm?” I didn't answer him and just wipe my tears using my shirt that I stole from him. I hear footsteps behind me and shock to see Chaos who‘s behind me. He was crying. Akmang hahakbang sya ng humakbang ako paatras. . .

“Aze Darling. . . Let’s talk about this. . . Please. . . Go back to the house now, I‘m begging you.” He plead infront of me. I clench my fist and wipe my tears. “Darling, I love you. . . Go back to the house please. . . Let‘s talk about this. . . Don‘t leave me please. . .” He said. I laugh coldly.

“After you fooled me? Chaos, Fucking stop. Kahit ano pang gawin mo ay hindi na ako babalik sayo. . . Pagtuunan mo nalang ng pansin ang anak nyo ni Geraldine. . . Putangina! Sawang-sawa na akong masaktan! Tangina naman! Bat ba ayaw mokong maintindihan?!” Hindi ako nakapagpigil at nasigawan sya. He tried to step forward but I motion my hand to stop him. “Dyan kalang. . . Kapag humakbang ka, Chaos. . . Palatayin ko ang sarili ko. . .” I took the not-too-small rock and pointed it in my head. He shook his head while crying.

“No, Darling. . . Fuck! Ibaba mo yan please. . . Mag-usap tayo. . .” He pleaded again. Bakas sa kanyang mata ang takot habang nakatitig sa batong hawak ko. Nakita ko si Geraldine na umiiyak na kasunod nya. Tila nahihirapan narin sya sa situation.

“Aze!” I immediately drop the rock and run to Dylan as fast I could. I hug him and buried my face into his chest. I felt him touch my hair and hush me. I couldn't stop myself to cry a lot. . . I‘m so hurt.

“Take me away from him. . . Away from everyone, Kuya. . . I am begging you. . .” I said while hugging him. He let out a sigh and nod his head. “I will, Baby. I‘m sorry. . .” He kissed my forehead and then He open the car door. I goes inside the car. Umikot naman sya sa driver seat at sumakay.

Dylan Andrade

I was such a jerk! I let this happen to my beloved sister. Sinabunutan ko ang aking sarili habang nakatitig saaking kapatid na natutulog katabi ko sa kotse. Napatingin ako sa pera na ibinigay saakin ni Chaos. My jaw moved. That motherfucker! I can‘t believe He manage to fool me?! My fist clench while staring at the road. I took a deep breath. My phone suddenly rings. I pick it up and answer it.

“Hello?” I spoke. I clear my throat. “This is Dylan Andrase incase you don‘t know—” I was cut when He suddenly spoke.

“I knew that fucker.” I roll my eyes. This is Ren, Ladies and gentlemen! My fucking brother! I hear him sigh to the other line. “Why ‘d you call?” I ask him. It was shocking to knew He called me. He never call me even before kasi daw baka daw ichismis ko iyon sa mga pinsan namin.

“Aze flight was delayed. I don‘t know who did this but I have clue now. Take her into our private island. Samahan ko sya doon. Ako nang bahala sa lahat. . . And I‘m still mad at you for betraying Aze for the second time, You asshole.” He said. I just smirk.

“As if You can get mad at me, Kuya. . .” I tease him. I hear him groan making me laugh.

“Fuck you, Andrade!” Then the line died. Napawi ang aking ngiti at napatingin saaking kapatid na mahimbing na natutulog. I carresed his hair and kiss his forehead.

Babawi si Kuya sayo, Aze. . .

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