Life In Your Eyes

Laage re Saibo...

I was reading the script with concentration when my phone buzzed. There goes my concentration.

Tumne mera comment nahi dekha na

Ohh noo!!! Ye ladka..I saw it yesterday only but...ab kya reply karu??? Parth..this one is for you❤️

In DM :
Parth - comment nahi dekha na mera...
Niti - kaunsa comment? Oh wait lemme check!
Parth - rehne do tum !! Madh pe kho jao hawayein hawayein karte... *grumpy*

Niti checks his comment, like it and replied!!

In DM :
Parth - abb itnnaa bada comment karna zaruri tha!! OMG Niteeee 😏😏
Niti - such a kid you are 😂

She uploads a picture using his caption but forgets to give courtesy!!

In DM again:
Him: Wow ek courtesy deni hoti hain Madam, aise caption ka charges leta hu main...aur tumne toh ek courtesy bhi nahi di!! tch tch tch 😏

*She edited the post!*

Her - abb mil gaya shanti?? Tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge Samthaan...jao de di bachhe ko usska credit 😂😂😂 (Writing courtesy @Shrey_13 ❤️)

I grinned and without waiting for his reply, locked my phone and stood there observing the waves stroking the sand repeatedly and saving it from scorching heat.

Years passed and here I am again..searching for unsaid answers of those questions which I never asked.

Parth..how can you think..mai tumhara comment notice nahi karungi...mai tumse jhoot nahi bolti..par maine tumse kabhi poora sach bhi nahi kaha..are tumse kya..I am not truthful to myself only.

My lips set into a thin line when waves went back to their origin...in the sea.

PaNi ek jagah nahi rehta na...it flows till infinity. Pata nahi kyun mai..tumhe ignore nahi kar sakti.

I feel proud ki you achieved itna sab kuch..only with your dedication and hard work. Your dream is coming true Parth..soon.

I feel content when you are reaching those places..jinki tum mere sath rant karte the. Mujhe imitate karte thee na..  'I wanna do this..I wanna do that..' I only want you reaching heights of success and happiness.

Happiness se yaad aaya..I feel happy when you crack jokes and be goofy around me..in short be yourself with me..aur tum mera mini fan pune bhi le gaye..par you know what..I am happy for that too..

But the feeling I am ignoring and hiding behind my happiness from past few days...shayad hi kisi ko dikhe..kyuki mai khud hi usse dekhna nahi chahti.

Feeling of void..helplessness.. wanting something which I can never have..

This place...kitni memories judi hai yaha se..abhi kuch din pehle we celebrated nandini's birthday..and now here we are...I miss the original tomato cake..telescope..we dressed in red..your touch..

I blushed and reminisced that reel where he opened the door of his heart...just for peaking..

I distracted myself from the printed design of the dupatta and realised the doors were never fully closed but I left already..

But noo... Mai tumhe chod kar to gayi par kabhi bhula nahi payi..I was just standing far away, waiting for...

Damn..tum raho na yar Pune..yaha kyu tang kar rahe ho..ok good things only..

Tum mere aasman meri zameen bann gaye

I started humming while tapping my nails on the cemented railing. I miss you yarr..jaldi jaldi aao..ho gayi ab shaadi na..nahi to koi ajeeb si reel par phirse performance karwaungi tumse..

Hmmm...hmmm...aaaaa...aaa...aaaa..dereenaaa

I smiled and face palmed. The call for my shot came and I moved away. Lekin ek story to banti hai..But it will be on..

Turning behind..i saw the waves were still trying to absorb the sand within it...

Dheere dheere naino ko dheere dheere..
Jiya ko dheere dheere bhayo re saibo...