Dose 3. 25 left.
Omega took me to see the Bad Batch again. This time though, they weren't there. Omega was so disappointed and apologised to me for taking me out for no reason. I said it was alright. I will never mind her taking me out of my padded cell feeling quarters.
General Shaak Ti watched my midichlorian count more closely than the 2nd dose, the first one she over-saw. My count must have gone up a considerable amount. That worried me. I don't want to become force-sensitive. Not after everything I have learned from Skywalker and Cain. They say that Force-bonds are very painful to lose. Cain must have gone through that when I died.
The Kaminoans say I will never be joining the 501st again. I have been tempted so many times to try and escape this place, but I don't have AZI to help me this time. They whiped the droid's memory of me. I won't be able to escape with how far my quarters are from the hangar anyway. Not to mention the maze of corridors that I haven't even seen before, let alone mapped out. It's hopeless.
I have been kept updated about the 501st's movements. Nothing big has happened, but I've missed out on it all. I've also been kept up with the 212th. Again, nothing big has happened. Both haven't really had a tragedy since Umbara. Or the 501st hasn't had a tragedy since Commander Ahsoka Tano leaving. I wonder if I'll see her again.
What truly scares me about a lightsaber is how hot it is. It can cut through metal like butter. And limbs. I heard once that General Skywalker lost his right hand. I could never tell if he actually had though. The prosthetic looks pretty good if it is one. Cain had told me that his kyber crystal called to him. I asked him how, but he didn't really have an answer. He seemed just as baffled as I was. He showed me his kyber crystal though. It was beautiful. It reflected the amazing colour of his blade. It's kinda hard to believe that small crystal powers one of the most powerful weapons in the galaxy. But I am extremely afraid that, if I do get a lightsaber, I'll cut myself like Cain did. I witnessed him give himself the injury. It was not pretty.
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A Diary Lost
Fanfiction28 weeks, 28 doses. They say it'll make him Force-sensitive. No one but the Jedi Master and doctors of Kamino knows this is going on. Forbidden to tell anyone. He is said to be Experiment 100, a code name which is used for the most hideous experime...
