Me and Mr.Jones

"I love you"

I'm shaking slightly because I'm still cold
He notices it and turns on the heating
I smile at him and he smiles back.
He sits next to me and gives my thigh a rub
"Would you like a cup of tea darling?"
"Yes please , I've never had someone be so nice to me"
"Get used to it"
He says to me before putting the kettle on.
I put my arms on the counter and lean forward.
"I have to go back and get my stuff"
"We can do that tomorrow."
"I would rather go by myself."
"You need me to help you and anyway I don't want you to be alone."
"I love you"
I admit to him before kissing him
"I love you more"
He kisses me back and grabs Cara
She looks happy in his arms and instantly goes asleep on his shoulder.
"She likes you"
I pour a cup of tea for me.
"We could be our own family"
He says as he bounces her to keep her satisfied.
"I'd like that. I'm only 15"
"Im 25 but age is just a number baby"
"Yeah I suppose"
I shrug and sip on my tea
I sit down at the table.
"Where is she going to sleep?"
I ask.
"She can sleep in the bed with us or she could sleep in the fold up you brought."
"I think the cot might be best."
"Alright I'll get it ready in my room. You could sleep in the guest room if you'd like?"
"No please I need somebody. I don't want to sleep on my own"
"That's okay"
"Thanks"
I smile as he gives Cara back to me.
I rocked her for a while until he came back down.
"I'm going to try to get her to sleep now rather than later"
"Ok"
I bring Cara upstairs and she starts to settle as soon as I put her into a pair of clean pyjamas and a fresh diaper.
I throw the diaper into the bin.
I give her her bottle and she dozed off pretty quickly.
I hooked up the baby monitor and made sure it was working.
I go back downstairs and we snuggle up on the couch.
I suddenly start crying
He pushes me off him a little and looks at me
"My baby girl , what's wrong?"
"I don't know. It's just hard for me to talk about things like my mom."
"I understand"
"You do?"
"Yes my mom was a drug user and last year she overdosed on heroin"
"I'm so sorry Parker"
"No no it's okay."
He kisses me with tears streaming down my face
I take his hand and we go upstairs.
He takes off the shirt and removes my white panties.
We have sex and then go to bed.
Cara woke up a couple of times so we took it in turns feeding her.