Solby 1Shots (+18)

"My world"

-emotional, no smut included
Colby's POV

"Be damn near serious with me! Cmon." Elton shouted, following me into the kitchen. He grabbed my shoulder, turning me to him. A glare plastered on his face. I felt shattered, whole, so full and so frustrated. I couldn't tell anyone about my feelings towards Sam. He had Katrina, his "world". Every word he said about Katrina, gosh I wish it could be me, the one he was calling a beautiful lovely piece of his heart, his world, he's destiny, the person that is always with him, the 'I love you's'' I hear fall from his lips to another soul, not me.

All of the cuddles, pecks, hugs, stares he gives her. If only that could be me instead of Katrina. Tears brim my eyes at the thought of Sam not liking me anymore, kicking me out of the house, deleting our channel we have together. He would always hate me if I told him that I love him, I care for him, I breath for him, I sacrifice anything in this universe to be with him.

"Colby! Colby?! Hey, hey, hey.. you're okay." Elton said, as my knees meet the floor, my hands on my eyes sobbing and crying my eyes out, my face heating up from crying. "I love him! I love him so fucking much! Elton, I love him!" I shout, my voice slightly mumbled by my hand. More tears exposed, I felt unreal. Knowing Sam won't like me anymore. His hand laying on my shoulder as I break, tears and sobs echoed the house. Soon, I felt Elton hug me from the side, one hand in my shoulder, my head on his chest as he caresses me, more tears and sobs escape from me. "It's okay, it's all gonna be okay Colby.." He mumbled, hugging me tighter. Wishing it was Sam instead of Elton. "I don't wanna- hold h-him down.. any-m-more.." I stuttered, my voice cracking in between sobs. I was only falling in love. How could someone be so in love and hurt at such a time.

"Colby.. you know he's with Katrina-" "I know! I know! But I just can't help it. I can't hold it in anymore, I need him, more than anything you can think of." I exclaim, standing up from his embrace, walking back and forth, still crying. I knew this would happen, why did I let this happen. I'm only falling in love for my best friend since the sixth grade, how could someone be so blissful, so beautiful, so angelic, so bright, so amazing. Just the thought of him makes me wanna cry even more, knowing he doesn't love me like I do to him more than just a best friend.

My breathing deepens, my eyes becoming puffy and red.

"Calm down, Colby.. everything will be fi- Oh uh—hey Sam!" Elton greeted Sam, although my sobbing don't stop. My hands connect with my eyes, covering everything, my sight turning black. "What happened? Are you okay, Colby!?" Sam breathed out, I felt his soft small hands snake around my shoulder, his breath hit my ear as I continue my crying. I suddenly hugged him, tighter than I expected. My head glued to his shoulder, his hand patting my upper back gently. "Hey, it's gonna be okay-" "No! No.. no it's not! You love her! Why couldn't it be me.." I gasped out, my eyes meet with his blue eyes that I would find myself drowning into them. I pant deeply, my face probably looked shit but I couldn't care less.

"What- what do you mean, Colby? I- what?" He said, his voice cracking. "I fucking love you, Sam! I love you more than just being best friends, I love you more than me, I love you more than you can think of! You're my world." I sobbed, my voice shutting down at my last words. I felt relived, a strong weight on my shoulder suddenly disappeared, all of the thoughts rambling around my head puffed out.

I felt someone hug me, soft sobs and tears exposed from his beautiful blue crystal eyes. I hugged him back almost immediately, my head on his shoulder as his head is laying on the side of my neck. "I love you." Sam breathed out, still hugging me. I smiled, feeling not a single regret that laced from his words, meaning he meant it. I gently pushed him back, my lips met with his soft plump lips. How perfect, our lips molded in sync, his lips felt so right against mine. I couldn't explain how perfect it felt, the way our lips connected, a spark between us rises. I pulled away slowly, catching our breaths. Not wanting a single second of this moment to end.

"I love you, Colby. I've always had—and always will."

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Sorry if I didn't do a good job at writing this, I'm not really good at writing these type of themes. I hope you enjoyed this short one-shot. Have a loving day.