I lay in bed replaying today's food tech lesson over and over again. Why do i feel this way about Dan? I was brought up to never accept gays. it was always Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve or whatever. But maybe now i'm Steve. I have always questioned what i thought about this, and i think being around Dan has made me realize what i truly believe, now i can accept who i am. I wonder how my parents would feel about it. Ha, who am i kidding? They would hate me for it!
I don't know a lot about Dan but from the way he acts around everyone; silent and nervous, it looks like he is haunted by his past. I wonder if he is gay too, maybe his parents hate him for it. I didn't see anyone at his house when i dropped him off, but maybe his parents were at work. Who are you trying to work out Dan's past, he will tell you if he wants too. But he will never give you a second glance so carry on dreaming. I fluttered my eyes closed with a frown on my face and drifted off to sleep.
***Time skip!***
BEEP BEEP BEEP!
God there goes that flipping alarm again. I swear it will be the death of me, if Dan's silent person doesn't...
I climbed out of bed reluctantly and made my way over to my wardrobe, i need to find something sexy to see if Dan notices me, because if he doesn't then i shouldn't wast any more time on him. (man that sounds cheesy, what is darling Daniel doing; this is 2009 not a romantic movie.) I pull out something that i think is 'yummy' and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth.
Once my teeth are done I head downstairs and go out to school. It's not a long walk but it gives me enough time to think of a way to get Dan alone. No one can see the outfit i'm wearing because of the large hoodie and sweat pants i have on, good job it is nearly Christmas.
On the 18th it will be exactly 2 months since me and Dan met. I check my phone when i notice school in front of me and realize i'm late, oh great, and Dan is sitting on the ground. Crying? ...
Authors note
This chapter is slightly longer than usual because i haven't updated in ages.
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