My heart is racing
My vision is shakey
My cheeks are red and flushed
I can't breath
My mind is chaotic
I'm terrified
Why?
I'm terrified of life
Of love
Of getting better
Of being depressed
The only thing in my life is disappearing
Oh god.
My legs
They won't sit still
My heart it won't stay put
My tears won't stop falling
My talents
All because of this depression
But if its gone
What about my writing
My drawing
I can't breath
Someone help me
I'm terrified of getting better
I'm terrified of losing my pillar
I'm terrified of living
YOU ARE READING
crystal clear insanity
AléatoirePoems that i write in my spare time. a way to fight the insanity in my head read if you wish. thanks.
