Nightmares 💊Sanzu Haruchiyo💊

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▪︎Vulnerable Sanzu
▪︎ANGST
▪︎Self-blame/loathing
▪︎Platonic(?) Sankey

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The thunder cracked & roared. It started to get very dark & gloomy, the clouds started to cry. It was all a blur. The ringing in my ears stayed loud & clear after I heard shots fired. I was standing there, ever so still. Everything was a blur...except the crimson red substance that seeped onto the ground as it began to spread. From where it came from...was my younger sister's small body. I didn't know how to feel...it was all-

I may hate my sister, but that didn't mean that I wanted her to die...right? I wanted her gone. He loved her more than me. It was all her fault. I hated her didn't I? A part of me wanted her to be gone for good and yet...

The next thing I knew, I was by her side. She was slightly unconscious but conscious enough to say these words,

"Forgive me Haru-nii...remember, I'll always love you...."

I heard someone screaming. It sounded as if they were in pain. It was heart wrenching to hear it. It was as if they were tortured. It became worse. I suddenly felt my throat go sore and that's when I realized... I was the one screaming. Screaming for my now deceased sister. Regretting what I've done. You'd never know how much you loved them until they're no longer with you.

I heard whispers. They were repeating itself,

"Your fault..."

"She loved you-"

"I hate you"

"Your fault"

"She hates you...they all do"

"You didn't stop them"

"You let them kill her"

"Your fault...your fault"

"Haru nii...why didn't you save me?"

I tried to drown them out but I couldn't. They kept getting louder & louder- it wasn't going to stop. I screamed, yelled, covered my ears- I did everything and yet...they wouldn't go away.

"...zu-"

"...a..zu!"

Shut up.

"Wake...p...sa...zu!"

Stop.

"Wa...up!"

Shut up.

"San...u!"

Shut up. Shut up!

"HARU-"

Third person pov

Sanzu screamed as he got up. He was sweating buckets and was panicking. He panted, trying to catch his breath. He felt like his face was sticky so he reached a hand and placed it on his cheek- he was...crying. Trying to regain his senses, Mikey, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at Sanzu. He watched him carefully. If you looked closely, you could see a hint of worry in his eyes despite being detached from reality.

Ran, who was standing close to Mikey saw the look his boss gave the pink haired man. He was caught off guard, seeing his boss actually showing even the tiniest of emotion. Looking back at the young pink man, he only felt sympathy. He didn't know what came over the younger. He was just scrolling through his phone in his room when he suddenly heard the younger yelling from his room that was two doors down. He came in rushing, when he saw his boss trying to prevent Sanzu from hurting himself in his sleep.

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