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⚠️ This oneshot will contain ⚠️
▪︎Angst
▪︎Mentions of dehumanization
▪︎Mentions of abuse
▪︎Self-harm
▪︎Hallucinations
▪︎Fluff at the end
▪︎Fuyutora-------------------------------------------------------------
No one's pov
Looking himself in the mirror, he started to see his past self-looking back at him, with a crazed smile on its face. He flinched at the sight before rubbing his eyes to make sure he was seeing things right. It was no use, it was still there, staring back at him with those soulless eyes. The only difference now, was that it had tilted its head to the side with the same smile it had given him. At this rate, Kazutora started to panic, heart rate rising, his breathing irregular and fast.
'It is all Mikey's fault. You know that, right?'
It said to him. Unmoving, Kazutora's eyes widen; immediately looking down to face the sink instead of the reflection of his past self.
'He started all of this, did he not?'
It continued to taunt him until it said something he'd rather not hear.
'You will always be the same, Kazutora. You'll always be a murderer, a person who holds not a single inch of remorse. You'll beat people up for fun, beat them to death. Just like your father.'
Clenching his teeth, he screamed at it, telling it to shut up. Fists tightening as his knuckles turned white. He hated his father with every inch of his body. He hated to be compared to him. No way was he just like that old man...right?
'You are a nobody, Hanemiya. You are just a shell of a human with no soul. You are not living. You died alongside Baji during that fight, The Bloody Halloween.'
Its taunts became more and more dehumanizing for him. Yet he couldn't help but agree to it. He did die along with Baji. Baji was his best friend after all. After his death, Kazutora didn't know what to do anymore. He didn't see any point of living. He hates who he was before. He felt as though the other half of his heart had been ripped out violently.
The next thing he knew, he felt pain. He felt a substance dripping from his fists and his arms. Another wet substance seeped from his eyes. He hesitantly looked up to see the now cracked mirror. There, he saw himself crying. But not just that, he noticed the blood that stained the glass and his arm. Looking at his arm, he saw a glass shard in his hand as it dug through his skin. He was holding it tightly. He had done it again but this time, he wasn't awake. His mind was too clouded by those taunts from his past self, not realizing that he had hurt himself again.
Chifuyu, who was in his room, felt that the older had been in the bathroom for too long. Too quiet. Worried, he stood up from his bed where he was playing with Peke J and made his way to the bathroom. Peke J followed after him. Knocking twice on the door before opening it, he saw a shaking Kazutora, with blood and glass shards all over. Hastily yet carefully, Chifuyu made his way over to Kazutora and pulled him away from the sink. Making sure no glass shards are left on the counter, he turned to Kazutora and attended to his wounds. No words were exchanged during those moments. It had been a while since Kazutora had last done this, so it wasn't a shock to Chifuyu. Though, he is worried for the older. He knew that Kazutora blames himself for Baji's death. He knew his history with his so-called father.
Once he had treated the older's wounds, he held his hand and walked them towards the living room to sit on the couch. Again, no words were exchanged but what made Kazutora snap back to reality, was the warmth that had started to surround him. Chifuyu was hugging him, his left hand placed on top of the Older's head while his right was rubbing circles on the male's back- a means to comfort the older. Kazutora buried his face into the crook of the younger's neck, smelling the sweet cologne the black haired always used. At that moment, Peke J meowed and rubbed himself against Kazutora's leg, sensing that he needed it. Smiling down at the feline, he picked him up gently and hugged him, making the said feline purr in his arms. Smiling fondly at the sight, Chifuyu ruffled Kazutora's hair and kissed his forehead.
"It seems like the two felines has reconciled with one another~"
Teased the younger, in hopes to lighten up the heavy atmosphere in the room. Kazutora blushed in embarrassment at that.
"I-I'm not a cat, Fuyu!"
Looking away from Chifuyu, he huffed in annoyance. Chifuyu found that reaction cute. He just loves to tease the older. He always manages to react to his teasing's in such an adorable way; Chifuyu would probably die from how cute Kazutora is. Chifuyu is most definitely, a hardcore simp for dear Kazutora. Baji is also secretly supporting this ship of his all the way down from six feet under. He's practically screaming at Chifuyu to confess already.
Realizing that he was still staring at the older, he shook his head and smiled. Telling himself that Kazutora is "just a friend", nothing more, nothing less. Just a friend. Kazutora seemed to look a little better as he played with Peke J. Taking out his phone, he decided to record the wholesome moment in front of him. Two cats playing with each other, clawing yet loving one another like siblings would. Chifuyu's mind went elsewhere as the older played with Peke J. Remembering back to that afternoon, the very day that Baji Keisuke had passed, he remembered what the black-haired male had told him,
"Please, look out for that idiot Kazutora for me, would ya? I know he'll blame himself for this. So, tell him, it isn't his fault...this isn't his fault. It was my own. I died by my own hands, remember that. And you, you're not alone, Fuyu. Make sure, as sappy as this is gonna sound...the two of you better live on for me. I'll personally kill you two if ya'll don't. Heh, don't forget my Peyoung, Chifuyu...."
Chifuyu smiled sadly at his dear friend's words. Zoning back in into reality, he didn't notice how Kazutora had been calling out for him. Blinking out of his thoughts, he looked at Kazutora who was sat a few inches away from him, close enough that if Chifuyu were to lean in, he'd-
"Oi! Chifuyu, you there? You spaced out on me again..."
Kazutora sulked, pouting at the lack of attention he was receiving from the younger. Chuckling at his reaction, Chifuyu ruffled the older's hair, making his long beautiful black & yellow hair messy. Kazutora didn't say anything but accepted the aggressive yet loving head pat.
"I'm sorry about that, Tora. I've just been quite stressed with work nowadays. I promise, I'll pay more attention to you- in fact, I'll take the day off tomorrow! I'll call in some of our part-timers to help with the store. Tomorrow, it'll just be you and me, okay? We'll even go to the amusement park that you've always wanted to go to, then maybe we could have a picnic or something. How about that? Hm?"
Shocked at what the younger boy had proposed, Kazutora froze. No way was he going to actually spend time with him tomorrow.
"W-what? No! I mean, I would love to but the store needs yo-"
"Enough with that Tora~ It'll be fine. Besides, it's not every day that we get some time together, no? Just the two of us tomorrow, alright? No buts, no ifs, just us."
Smiling softly, Chifuyu leaned in & kissed Kazutora on his forehead, before moving to peck his nose- to which made the boy malfunction and moved away from Chifuyu. Wide eyed, the male was too stunned to speak.
"C-Chifuyu! What was that for?!"
Laughing at Kazutora's reaction, he only replied,
"I couldn't resist alright. You are just insanely adorable, Kazu~"
Blushing at the nickname, he covered his face as Chifuyu continued to laugh.
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