Sacrifice to protect🎴Izana Kurokawa🎴

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⚠️ This oneshot contains⚠️
▪︎Platonic Kakuzana
▪︎Obsessive behaviour (from Izana)
▪︎Slight angst
▪︎They may be highly OOC
▪︎Inaccuracies in events

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Izana's pov

Love. Such a complicated feeling. I for one, do not find it so.... appealing compared to others. Love is just stupid. To trust & care for someone so much, only to be thrown away like some piece of trash. Love is all but a game to me.

I do not care for love. I do not want to love only to be used again. Not ever will I make the same mistake. Only thing I know is sacrifice. Sacrifice for love. Even if it means sacrificing my own sister...

I honestly don't know how to feel about this. We are half-siblings, I shouldn't be so attached to her. We are not blood related in any means. That is what I believe. But I can't help but feel...guilt, remorse. I thought whatever I was doing is for good but...perhaps I am wrong?

No. No it was worth it right? It has to be. All I did, was to protect them. Tenjiku & Emma. How was she pulled into all this? She shouldn't have. But that idiot Manjiro just had to form his own gang. If he hadn't, Emma would have been safe. I didn't have to sacrifice her because of the conflict between Toman & Tenjiku. It was all that bastard's fault! He took everything away from me! He had everything while I had to suffer with no family! I was lied to, by both my so-called mother & brother- Shinichiro Sano. But...the only person that has ever been there for me through & through, was Kakucho Hitto. My dear best friend. My first & only best friend.

We've known each other ever since- given the fact that we grew up together in the same orphanage. He is my everything. He is my best friend, my brother, my family & my soulmate. We went through everything together, we understand each other, and he manages to keep me sane, calm, in control. He is my little dove in this world of chaos. Thus, I shall keep him safe and away from potential threats & no one is allowed to even have him. He's mine and only my friend. Any person who dares take his attention from me will be dealt with. No one can take him from me. He is forever my little dove till the end of time. If it means tainting my hands for my dear friend, so be it, because that's how much I love him. That is why, this crybaby hero kid I hear, Takemichi...he should not exist. He should stay far away from my dove.

Just thinking of that blonde crybaby, the urge to badly break his neck right then and there is really tempting. But I could never do that. Not in front of Kaku of course. He'd hate me for it. If I get rid of Takemichi secretly, he'd never know. He doesn't even have to know that I was related to his death because I'll make it look like an accident or better yet, a homicide. Oh, to see the tears of my dear Kakucho, hugging me in efforts of getting comforted by me. Grinning silently at the thought, I decided to plan that so called childhood friend of his. So many methods yet only a few fit the criteria of homicide or an accident. Besides, I'd love to see that crybaby get tortured before ultimately meeting his downfall.

"Izana? Hm, I knew you'd be up here."

Ah, speak of the little angel. Smiling, I tilted my head back to see him making his way towards me.

"Where else would I be, Kakucho~"

Now standing beside me, I arched an eyebrow before questioning my best friend.

"What's got you wanting to find me? Did you miss me~"

I teased a little before he chuckled & sat beside me.

"I've just seen you like, an hour ago, idiot. Anyway, I just wanted to ask you something..."

"Oh? What is it?"

He seemed to hesitate with his question before slowly asking in a slightly softer tone than he usually has.

"Are you...are you sure about this? I mean, the fight between Tenjiku & Toman. Even after Emma-"

"I'm sure. After all, that Manjiro has everything that I wished I had. If not for him, they'd-"

"You're blaming him over all that? Izana, you just killed your sist-"

"SHE'S NOT MY SISTER! We are not related & never will be. That's what that b1tch said."

I could feel my anger rising as he mentioned her name. Those two, they look so much alike it hurts me. I don't...Emma is not my sister, so why should I even care? I shouldn't feel guilty & yet...

"Izana, blood related or not, you still saw her as a sister, didn't you? You even made a promise, a promise to find her & get her back."

I stayed silent as I stared into the skyline of Yokohama. Right, I did do that. No, Manjiro still stole the one other person who I saw as my family, who saw me as her family. First Shinichiro, then Emma. What else will he take from me? Tenjiku's territory? Kakucho? He might actually just do that because he seems to always take away the people, I care for most. I won't let him take Kakucho away from me. Kakucho is my friend & if they ever were to interact, I'll make sure Manjiro will never see the light of day again.

Kakucho's Pov

Izana was silent for a while, before smiling at me. But that smile...that wasn't the sweet, innocent smile he usually gives me. It's more, how to put it...sinister? The type of smile that craves violence, to have more bloodshed to occur. Yes, Izana always had that slightly crazed smile any time he talks about giving punishment to those traitors & enemies, but this smile was ten times worse than that. Just what or who made you suddenly crave this much violence? You had helped me so much back then, like some sort of guardian angel- albeit using very violent measures but a guardian, nonetheless. You've protected & cared for me back in the orphanage. You only used violence when needed but now, you seem to be using it so much more often.

"Kakucho, promise me that you will never leave my side."

Stunned at the sudden statement, it took me a few seconds before I let out a chuckle.

"Izana, what made you say such stupid things? You're my best friend, of course I'd stay by your side. Besides, who else can handle your deranged side, hm?"

I teased, nudging him as he laughed along with me. Slowly, the laughter died down and a comfortable silence enveloped us once again. I'll enjoy this moment with Izana as much as I can. With the events that will happen, I will continue to stay by his side. I will not allow him to fall deeper into that dark abyss. I can't lose him too.

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