Phiwamandla
The last few days were horror. People have been throwing stones and eggs at the palace that we had to flee and the chiefs feared for they lives. The shareholders have been buying me off and my company has been losing clients. It was a mess all the endorsements were being pulled off and my money has been disappearing to offshore accounts. Life was hell since bail was denied to while the investigation was active. Mr Mamothame was quiet not saying anything nor paid me a visit at all but his business was not affected. I was in a cell and i could feel the pressure of everything coming down on me as I had to be moved out of the population cell after the attempted rape. I looked at the sheet and all I could think off was to end my life. So I sat down and wrote a letter to her asking for forgiveness.
" My dearest heart
Am sorry for all the pain iv caused you the past months and for not living up to my promise. I promised to protect you and shelter you but mostly keep you as a friend in this new journey but iv failed you. Iv failed you in ways that I could not begin to explain. Iv failed our union but mostly iv failed you in the simple task of being your anchor.
I pray and hope that you one day forgive me of everything that iv done to you.
With love Phiwamandla "
I looked at the sheets that has helped me make a rope and tied it around my neck and it was lights out...
Hlelo
It been a week of the news covering Phiwamandla death and how he was coward enough to do this without facing the music. Psychiatrist weigh in his PTSD and how it could have made him the way he is. But in all the nightmare for Nyakallo was over but she was still in ICU and alive. She was till in a slight coma with people asking where she is and if she is well. I have posted her progress on the page and everyone was wishing her well. As usual i go to work and come here and sit with her whole day helping the guys with her well being.
Nyakallo
I could feel a heaviness on my chest so I focused on opening my eyes and saw lots of lights. I kept quiet trying to breath but couldn't until i heard voices and after some time And them running around, i felt lighter and woke up again and this time breathing was easy. I turned my head to find the guy that saved me standing there looking at me with a kind smile.
Hlelo: You safe
I tried to speak but could so I went back to sleep giving in to exhaustion
