Hlelo
The last few days have been hell on earth. I watched my wife go through pain that I know even if I was going through that shit I would have longed given up. She started vomiting blood and I had to ask Musa to bring her blood type . He came with a portable heartbeat machine and he confirmed that my wife was indeed pregnant. The healer have been giving her some things and iv been praying every night at the mountains for God to protect us. Iv cried my lungs out than come back and be strong for her. Through it all not once had she complained but whenever she sees me next to her she smiles and holds my hand until exhaustion takes over. I wish I could do more to help her.
Lerumo
Its been a few days since i found my wife journal and iv been reading it, understanding her more until I got to the part where she faked the affair to spite me after she found me cheating. How she faked the whole relationship just so she can make me feel how I made her feel with my affairs. Than she got pregnant and how the pregnancy was her peace. How carrying Nyakallo brought joy in her life. Hence her name. I read everything stunt and left speechless. I cried and when I was strong enough I got up and took a long shower than wore my suit and went to tackle the world so I can sell everything I own in Lesotho and move to South Africa and spend the rest of my days repenting and asking my daughter for forgiveness.
Yamile
I walked into my uncle Melo room and found him busy on his laptop.
Melo: Wassup?
He looked up at me from the brim of his glasses.
Me: I need your help
Melo: With?
Me: I need you to find a person for me.
Melo: Who?
I kept quiet, maybe this is a bad idea but I really can't lose the woman that has accepted me as her own.
Melo: I can't help if you don't talk.
Me: This better stays between us
He smiled and looked at me.
Melo: How old are you?
Me: that besides the point though, promise me that this stays between us?
Melo: okay, wassup
Me: I need to find my mother.
That threw him off guard as he looked at me.
Me: I need to talk to her, plead with her to leave us alone.
Melo: What makes you think this has anything to do with her.
Me: Was ma ever sick before I came here?
He kept quiet.
Me: You see? Now are you going to help me?
He nodded and signalled for me to walk over to him and I did as he asked me questions.
Lucia
My bell rang and I walked over and to my shock o found Yamihle and Melokuhle by my door step.
Me: uhm
Yamihle: Am really not here to fight with you but in all my life you have never done anything for me and iv never asked you for anything but today am here begging you to stop. Please stop what you doing to dad and mom. You not only hurting her but you hurting us too and dad will never forgive you for this. Am sure you know what am talking about but if you ever want us to be a family one day. You will leave them alone.
She looked at me and I saw the pain in her eyes and than she turned and left me standing there as she got in the car with Melo and left. I stood there thinking over her words, my mom really did a good job raising her. I took out the phone and called my guy.
Me: Stop the torture.
Guy: She pregnant.
I felt the anger brew in me and I knew that even if Hlelo and Yamihle hates me for this but am not letting go now.
Me: Kill it!!!
I hang up and closed the door and slowly went down the floor. What am I thinking? They know its me if the baby dies he will know it me. Or maybe he will see that his suffering with her and want me after all? Maybe they both going to come into they senses and let go of each other since life is a mess when they together? Or am I just being delusional trying to make my witchcraft to make sense?
