Hlelo
Its been two days since her dad visit and she hasn't been feeling good so I decided to plan a kick ass time at the spa with my mom without her knowing, iv noticed that they have created a good bond and want them to continue to nature it since all she needs is love. So I woke up made her waffles with ice cream and walked to the room found her fast asleep.
Me: Nyakallo!!
She woke up looking dashing and her nightie had a full view of her breast and i felt the ache in me. We been sharing the same bed for weeks but not once has i made a pass on her or her making a pass on me.
Nyakallo: you up early
Me: i know
Nyakallo: am literally free till midday, i only have interviews with a new stuff at 1
Me: I know
Nyakallo: than why you waking me up.
Me: i can go back with my waffles and you can sleep. She fully got up grinning and i gave her a plate and the joy in her eyes was too much.
Nyakallo: you added my favourite ice cream
Me: yeah
Nyakallo: thank you.
Bonga
I drove all the way to the address and got there. I parked than took out the flowers I have and the Teddy bear with the kit and papers and walked to the door and knocked as they said come in. I walked in to see an old woman sitting there with 3 kids and the minute I saw her, i knew she was his. She was the exact replica of her father just girly.
Yamihle
When he walked in, i knew he wasn't my father cause he was shorter and chubbier. Syacela showed me my mother Instagram account after she left and the type of man she went for.
Gogo: Ndondana(son)
Him: Sanibonani (greetings)
My grandma told everyone to leave and switch off the tv they did apart me.
Him: Am Bonga, Mr Zungu lawyer
My grandmother smiled. And it dawned on me that am Mr Zungu daughter? There is a possibility that am Mr Zungu daughter.
Grandma: How can I help.
Bonga: Well, this is a tricky thing, we believe that Mr Zungu might have a child laykhaya( This house)
Gogo: Yamihle.
I looked at grandma.
Grandma: Go make us some tea. I got up and slowly walked away but hiding by the door to listen where I found Syacela standing.
Me: Uthanda izindaba nawe( you like news)
Syacela: shhhh
Gogo: Now listen to me and listen to me very carefully, if her father doesn't want her in his life dont even bother taking her away from home and the people she loves and adores. Now tell me does he want her or his just going to be those people that just gonna send money and continue to live his life.
Bonga: I think you have the wrong impression of who her father might be. Am using the word might cause I have a DNA kit here to do a test and leave with it so we can get result if she truly is his. But on my side, i can see she looks exactly like him.
Gogo: than why you doing the DNA thing?
There was silence and I quickly ran taking the tea things and pressed the kettle and walked in to give them the things and to find the TV was on and to a channel that we never watched and there was a man. A man who has my eyes, eyebrows, nose and lips and than he smiled while talking and My heart beat faster cause that man was my father. I felt it right in my bones that he is my father. I felt tears running down my eyes and I turned looking at the guy.
Me: Take my hair or even my blood if you have too but that man is my father. I took out a few hairs and gave it to him as he quickly opened a packet and i put them in. He asked me to open my mouth and I did as he did a swab than he handed me a doll. I looked at it confused and he shrugged giving my grandma flowers.
Bonga: Ill be back in a few days, hopefully with your father!
Gogo: Thank you for taking your time coming here.
Bonga: Thank you for not chasing me out of your home and thank you for the tea.
We nodded and he left. I looked at the Tv watching him and a panel of men talking.
Syacela: ngeke nje sibuke usobamali sengenayo cela ufakhe igeneration please!!!( can you please change the channel to generations)
Gogo: Give her a minute.
Everyone was silent I watched how he talks and how smooth and calming his voice was, how he easily laughed and how big of a man he is and the suit suites his brown warm eyes.
Syacela: aybo!!!!!
Yamihle: I have a father Gogo.
The room was quiet as I changed the channel and left them and went to the room that I share with my grandmother. She walked in after some time.
Gogo: Even if he doesn't accepts you as his child, know that you still have us and we love you to the moon and back. His reasons has nothing to do with you okay?
Me: I think ill sleep early today.
She smiled and I got in bed closing my eyes trying very hard to sleep.
Hlelo
I went through the pictures of everything that Lucia been up to but my heart stopped as I looked at the little girl picture that when the door opened with Nyakallo smiling, i guess she loved the the plan.
Nyakallo
I saw him slowly placing away the photos he had and I saw the most rough cut guy in our lounge.
Me: Uhmmm Hi?
He wasn't himself and the guy mumbled and left as he reminded him to keep tabs... keep tabs on what?
He looked at me and I saw sadness in his eyes as I slowly walked towards him.
Me: You okay?
He never said anything but got up and held me tight than pinned me to the wall and kissed me. For the first time in my life I was throughly kissed. Phiwamandla usually gave light cheek pecks but this man who owned my heart was finally showing me interest as he ravished my mouth. His hands roaming all over my body awakening things that I never knew existed in my body. He kissed me hard deepening the kiss as I felt something strong pressing on my belly. Holy shit am a virgin is this how am going to lose? On the lounge? While standing? Or should I tell him that iv never been with a guy before? Should I tell him or should I go with the flow he will figure it out himself!!!....
