Dealing With Hawkins

Chapter 19

Warning: Adult Scene ahead.

I opened my eyes, and I am sure that I am not in my condo unit. I looked at the wide glass window to see skyscrapers, isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun, we occupied a room located at the highest floor of the building. 

Nancy is really a wealthy woman. Napag pasyahan kong tumayo to drink water, my throat is dry, may hangover pa ako, and I don't even remember what happened last night and how I and the girls got here. 

Ang tanging naaalala ko lang ay ang huling alaala sa isip ko, when I saw Sage flirting with Nancy, the alcohol really hit me hard.

I was just about to stand up when I felt a stinging pain in my private part, this time iginala ko ang mata ko sa buong lugar and lastly to the bed kung nasaan ako nakaupo.

My heart starts to race because there's a naked woman laying next to me, naka side siya kaya hindi ko kaagad ma recognize kung sino ba ito.

What happened to me?! Damn, I massage my lower abdomen at nang gumalaw pa ako para tumayo mas naramdaman ko ang mahapdi na private part ko. I feel sore and not well. 

Kunti nalang ay maluluha na ako sa sobrang sakit ng mga legs ko at ng lower back ko. What really happened to me? When my eyes landed on the white sheet, I already knew that the bloodstains were mine. 

Ibig sabihin, I lost my virginity to this woman. I start to cry, my sanity, my life. I just gave it to someone I don't even know. 

I wanted to confront her but she made a movement, gumalaw siya hanggang sa makita ko kung sino ang taong gumawa saakin nito. 

Blond hair, pointed nose, freckles, and beautiful lips. Sage stole my virginity, that's all I know. I don't remember anything. Kung paano kami napunta dito, paanong may nangyari saamin?!

How did this even happen? I let my student fuck me, goddammit! I broke the law, I will get sued, my career will end and especially , I ruined our friendship. Sage and I, are not good to each other anymore.

I stared at her beautiful blooming face. She's still asleep. So beautiful but-

I don't want to see her again, from this moment, I will do my best to avoid her, lalo nat wala akong alam sa kahit anong nangyari saaming dalawa. I can't believe this happened.

So unprofessional, I slept with my student and I am so ashamed of myself. Really, I feel bad about this.

Parang babaliktad ang buong mundo ko sa nangyaring ito. I wiped away my tears at dahan dahan nang tumayo kahit pa sobrang sakit ng bahagi na iyon.

I picked my dress and bra and my panty, agad agad kong isinuot lahat. Bago pa ako lumabas I glance at her naked body. Her breasts are exposed, her nipples are so pink and cute.

But I don't have a word to say, I feel sorry and ashamed of everything.

"Good bye, Sage". I whispered at lumabas sa condo na ito nang namamanhid at nananakit ang buong katawan. 

I let my body relax under the warm water. Nasa condo na ako, i'm trying to solve the puzzle, ang puzzle sa kung paano nangyari ang lahat saamin ng student ko. 

I don't remember the feeling, why can't I remember my first time? It should be memorable, it should be perfect, it should be soft and delicate and with passion, pero lahat ng gusto ko at plano ko sa unang pagkakataon ay nawala.

Because I am drunk, I don't have any memory of last night, the biggest plot twist was, I made it with my student, we made it, we had sex and yet I can't remember any of what happened.