April 3, 2022
I couldn't!!! I was supposed to meet up with him today but I couldn't... I hate myself again. He even texted me and I just left him on delivered. I'm just a bad person. Tho since that day, we made plans I've been nervous and anxious about meeting him again. Maybe a sign not to meet up. Idk man, I feel bad but like I felt like I went and fucked up or something else happened. My parent didn't know I was going out, plus it was raining and I had just gotten out of work. I need to go home and shower so I didn't go all stinky. I honestly need time for myself and should've at least let him know I wasn't going or something.
Sooo idk if I said it but I'm not a cashier no more. I went to a different department because I couldn't deal with customers anymore so I left. I'm sad cause I left friends there but I love it in this new department. And I get paid more too.
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