A Penny for My Thoughts

05

March 25, 2022

This is awkward. I just got out of work and was told there's a rumor going around about me liking a Team Lead and that they are believing it... I don't know what to do about it. This particular team lead used to be my team lead until he transfer to another department. He's a nice guy but he's a team leader. I swear I never looked at this man anyway other than my boss. I don't think I gave him any reason for him to believe it. I treat him the same way as always. Was also made aware that he likes me...........................WTF!!!!! How do I let this man know that I'm not interested?

My friend, mmh let's call her Jane.

She texted me to tell me about some tea that happened at work. So 2 workers threaten her and her friend to beat them up and key their cars. Even as far as to wanting to follow Jane home and jump her. Those 2 workers got suspended until further notice and without pay, maybe will get fired. It all started because Jane's friend rejected one of them.

I asked her about the rumor about me and she said that someone had told TL (team leader) that I supposedly liked him. TL is talking to or dating someone and is debating on ending things just to try things with me. I'm in disbelief that's disgusting to be dating someone and thinking of someone else. I have my reasons for not being interested in him. The main one is that he is my friend's EX. Anyways, I also asked about TL liking me and she told me that he had always had a small crush on me but he saw that I was never interested. I feel bad because I can't return those feeling back or see him the way he wishes for me to see him. Especially not when I'm still hooked up on Andres.

All this shi is messy, I don't know...I just hope TL gets over this and whoever spread the rumor trips, falls, and breaks their head.

Apart from that I had a good day.

I haven't written in here in a minute, but I stopped talking to Andres in February. Low key miss texting him. I hope we can get back in contact soon.