A Penny for My Thoughts

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May 28, 2022

FINALLY!! I have my CHARGER!! Yesterday the dealership called me to let me know my car is in and I can go finish the paperwork for it. I let them know I would have to be today cuz you know, my day off. Now that baby is in my hands. It's sooooo nice. My brother loves it and even tho my parents were kinda against me getting this type of car they like it and think it's very nice. I'm so proud of myself.

In a more serious note, not really I'm good terms with my gay best friend. He's been complaining about me spending too much time with the WCC. And I've explained to him that it's cuz we work together that we have more time to see each other. Plus when the WCC hangs out it's at night after shifts and I tell him that when I ask him to hang out he says he's too sleeping or too tire to go out. Idk I just don't feel it in me to want to willingly hang out with him. Still care for him but like when I wanted to hang out with him back then he would tell me he was working or too tired to go out. Now he complains I don't give him attention. Another thing that's been bothering me is that he always had something to say about me talking to guys. Like when I first started talking to Andres he would call me a hoe for talking to him. Like he knows it's difficult for me to talk to guys and it's a miracle that I was talking to Andres. At first him calling me a hoe as a joke wasn't a problem, even I would laugh about it. But after a while I started getting tired of him calling me that. He would also think the worst of me and say I would sell myself given an opportunity. Like who says that to a friend. Just a bunch of stuff that kept bothering me but never voiced it out until now. I let him know that him assuming the worst of me and calling me names started to make me uncomfortable and that he should stop. But did he, not really...

Anyways I hope we fix this soon.