CHAPTER 18: forced
𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎LEONIE WALDORF
"What do you think?" I spin as Tessa examines my new outfit. True religion jeans and a red leather cropped zip-up top.
"Sexy enough to have every man In our school drooling," Tessa says. "What's the occasion?"
"Don't know Ian refuses to tell me" Ian and I haven't seen each other in two weeks due to our busy schedules. My days are full of designing and styling for photoshoots while Ian's busy with hockey and exams.
We've talked on the phone a couple of times but it isn't the same. I wish our life's weren't so chaotic but it's doing us some good. I'm on my last two designs for the contest and Ian passed his exam improving his grades.
But There's one question lingering in my head. "What happens after?" How long will Ian and I keep this fake relationship up? Ian's grades are getting better and I think Ethan is a little jealous by now.
I know there's another option but I can't do it. My feelings for Ian are real. I've already accepted it but I can't possibly act on it. Ian's never mentioned having any sort of feelings for me besides friends.
I won't look like a fool again.
I can't open up.
"Ouu a mystery. I love a good mystery especially when it's a guy"
"I hate mystery, I need a straightforward guy" I begged, pleaded, and even tried to bribe Ian to tell me what we're doing today. If I'm being honest I hate not knowing things.
I hate not knowing Ian's feelings.
Anyway, Ian knows me far too well. He knows I want to know everything, that's why he's keeping whatever we're doing a secret. He loves seeing me be stuffer.
"But where's the fun in that?"
"If it's so fun why haven't you found a mystery guy yet?"
Tessa hesitates before answering. "I've only been with one person and I guess you could say he was a mystery. I mean I knew little about him because I ignored him half of the time. Still, that guy fucked me over so I vowed not to be with a man until I'm ready"
"Care to tell who this guy is?"
"No just saying his name gives me hives"
A laugh escapes and I finish getting ready. I didn't have to style my hair since I got it braided last week, leaving makeup the last thing left to do.
When done I drove my car to the address Ian sent me. I love my car. It's the car I've wanted since I was a kid but I love it even more because it was from Ian.
I parked and slowly walked down the sidewalk until I saw a man in a white bottom down and jeans. Ian.
"Hey love" Ian eyes trail down from my face to my outfit. "You know you don't need to wear things like this to get my attention"
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❤︎ My Revenge ❤︎
RomanceLeonie Waldorf and Ian James hate each other. Not dislike. not barley tolerate. Hate. When he's needs a tutor and she's needs to make her ex jealous they make a deal. It doesn't take long for them to realize what they really want. Each other. But ar...