My Desires

Chapter 25- Fury

Allison's POV

After six months.

SIX FUCKING MONTHS!

He just decides to show up out of nowhere. Who the fuck does that?

What's worse is that my heart still felt weak to him. It's as if he never even left.

I was so angry the moment I realized it was him.

"Allison!" I kept walking as I heard him call out my name. "Allison stop!"

My feet froze and I turned around to glare at him.

"Don't talk to me you sick fucking psycho!" The tears started to fall from my eyes uncontrollably as I glared at his handsome confused face.

"Alli-"

"What the hell is your problem?! What is that you want from me?! Don't you think you've done enough to hurt me?! Why come back after six fucking months just to torture me?!" I expressed.

He just kept looking at me from head to toe as if he'd seen a ghost.

"Mi nuh understand this. Mi definitely a lose mi mind." He runs his forehead.

"Your damn right losing your mind. Why the hell are you here Lorenzo?" I asked. "Why couldn't you just continue to leave me alone?"

"How di fuck you deh ya? Yuh suppose to be six feet underground."

"Excuse me?" I looked at him bewildered. "You fucking piece of shit, get away from me!"

I shoved his chest as hard as I could.

"Yuh did dead how di fuck a you actually deh yasso right now?"

Why does he keep looking and acting surprised to see me?

"I was dead? Do you know how ridiculous you sound?" I fumed.

"I was told you were dead."

"It's been six months and you're telling me, you've never suspected that I was even alive?" My brows furrowed.

"No I didn't suspect anything cahz yuh duppy haunt me everyday!"

"That's your subconscious you idiot. If smaddy tell yuh seh mi dead, nuh dat yuh brain go mek yuh think." I rolled my eyes.

Fucking idiot bout duppy.

"You shouldn't even care if I'm alive or dead. You're the one who played me and then broke up with me if I remember correctly. And don't forget you left me in a fucking hospital with no explanation of what happened to me. I should've just told the police exactly what happened that day."

"Allison it's not what you think." He says and I scoffed.

"I've already thought it for the past six months and none of your lies can undo that."

"I thought it was the right thing to do. Mi did a try fi protect yuh."

"Protect me from what! From feeling disgusted with myself that I allowed a guy to use me and hurt me?!" I glared. "If that's what you were protecting me from, you failed miserably."

"Allison, mi so fucking sorry, just mek mi explain..."

I pulled away as he reached for my hand. "Don't touch me and I don't want to hear anything you have to say. I won't allow myself to fall for anymore of your pathetic lies."

I stormed away as my heart shattered into a million pieces.

Seeing Enzo again brought back all the feelings that I had spent so much time getting over.