My Desires

Chapter 30- I

Enzo's POV

I realized I loved her when I had to actually ask myself if I did.

I look at her while she's sleeping peacefully and I think to myself - she is the most beautiful person I've seen in my life, no one can compete with her in my eyes.

I look at her sleeping so peaceful and vulnerable and I want to take her in my arms to protect her from everything, starting from a bad dream and ending with the whole world.

I look at her and I know I wouldn't change not even one hair on her head for anything else in the world.

I look at her when she's hurting and my heart breaks because it feels like what's been done to her, has been all my fault.

I feel it in every bone and in every muscle I have. And I immediately know I'll do absolutely everything possible to make that pain go away and not come back.

I'll even try everything impossible again and again and again and never give up trying just to make sure she's safe and peaceful and happy.

When she looked at me with her beautiful big brown eyes, smiles and says: “I love you”, my heart melts and I think: “What did I do to deserve such an amazing human being loving me?”. And it motivates me to be better, to do better.

Her good heart motivates me to be a better person.

My chest warmed from the moment I first met Allison and I knew she was going to be a problem for me.

My heart accelerates when I see her or hear her name being called.

Not a day goes by where I don't think of Allison. I've come to care about her more than I care about myself.

Above anything, I want her to be just as happy as she makes me feel.

She makes me want to tell everyone how amazing, sweet and adorable she is. I want to tell the world about her, and how lucky I am to even know her.

So if this is what love is and how it makes me feel, then I love Allison.

With every fiber in my being.

I watched her cute little face in the expression of bewilderment and how she was staring at lost for words.

She then cleared her throat and chuckled nervously. "Um- Wh-- Uhh-- Wh--" she chuckled again, "What?"

My gaze caught hers and I watched to see her eyes widened and unblinking.

I took my last puff of weed then outed it, turning my attention to a perplexed stricken Allison.

I held her face gently and pulled up her lips to meet mine but she pulled away and wiped her hands over her lips with a look of disgust on her face.

The fuck?

My brows furrow in frustration.

A who fa mouth she a wipe off?

I grabbed her face with a little force and kissed her.

"Enzo!" She finally managed to say after the fighting and groaning. "Your mouth is stink of weed and it's not very appealing to the taste."

"Badman a regular yuh suck out mi mouth afta mi just dun smoke." I hissed and she bursts out laughing.

"That is so untrue!" She says after she finishes laughing. "I haven't even seen you for months!"

Why she so loud?

"Bumbohole nuh come talk bout no months. Every time yuh kiss me, mi just done bun mi spliff..."

She cuts me off. "Okay, okay, I'll kiss you."