My Desires

Chapter 19-With You (Major re-edit)

Allison POV

(Same Day)

I was getting ready to see my brother.

Mainly because I knew Enzo would be where he is but also because I haven't seen the punk in a while.

There was a knock on my door and I went downstairs to open it.

I'm surprised to see that it was Nia because she's always loud when she comes here.

"Yuh mouth naah work again?" I asked as I let her in.

"Fucking, Jordan just piss me off." She handed me a brown paper bag. "Chucky seh mi fi give yuh dis."

My heart leapt when she mentioned Lorenzo.

I almost laughed, what'd he leave another note?

I looked in the bag to see a plan B and I gasped. "Shit, I totally forgot about this."

Too much revenge thinking.

I went to the kitchen to get some water and took the pill.

At least he's good something else other than playing with people.

"Yuh mek him cum inna yuh?" Nia says as she comes into kitchen. "Uno brave eeh? Any how Jordan do dat mi stifle him."

"It was in the heat of the moment." I sighed.

"Anyday mi tell Jordan fi come inna mi a must wull dung mi a look." Nia hisses. "Tell dem seh fi box yuh inna yuh face or choke yuh til yuh blue but nuh tell dem fi cum inna yuh. It too early fi yuh deh mind pitney, stop chat fuckery in a heat a moment."

She's not afraid to point me out in these situations.

Nia was right though. I can't be so reckless.

"So wah mek Chucky neva come give yuh di pill himself a wahm desso?" Nia asks and I shrug.

"He wrote a note breaking up with me. I was on my over to Jerome's to see if he'd be ther-"

Nia interjected. "Allison, yuh dumb? Man can deh write yuh note a leff yuh and yuh still a try reach him? Yuh lost yuh senses?"

She slapped me upside my head. "Ow! Nia?!" I rubbed my head.

"Buddy nuh suh good a rass! Shawn mussi did have waah teeny weeny cahz mi neva see yuh so fool fi a man yet. Uno not even deh fi two months good. Yuh mussa lick yuh head." She scolded.

"It's not what you think. I was looking to be avenged because I'm actually pissed."

"Yuh go only mek him feel seh him have power ova yuh. Just leff eh weh eh deh and nuh badda guh act crazy ova a nigga weh nuh deserve eh."

She doesn't understand.

I'm not gonna let anyone treat me like that and get away it.

"Yah gwan like yuh nuh know seh man a dawg girl." She emphasizes. "Yuh cya deh mek man bring out di worse ina yuh Ally."

"You don't get it Nia." I said. "If Jordan took advantage you and left with a note, how would you feel?"

"Arite mi get yuh point." She says. "Nuh bwoy cya leff my fren suh and get weh wid eh."

"But big and serious, a really waah note him leff yuh wid? Mek mi read eh."

I grabbed the note from the kitchen counter and gave it to her.

"Maybe you really should talk with him." Nia says to me after she finishes reading the note.

"What?" I was confused.