My Desires

Chapter 63 - No Doubt

Allison's POV

I've been sleeping way too peacefully, way too long.

Why haven't the cries of my two month old baby awoken me from my slumber?

My eyes snapped open and I sat up taking in my surroundings.

I was in a room.

Enzo's and I bedroom.

My mind refreshed on the happenings of last night.

After we drove to the house in torturing silence, Enzo decided we would talk in the morning and I should get some rest.

It's morning, I got my rest and I still don't feel the need to talk.

With a dreadful sigh, I removed myself from the comfy bed and made my way to the bathroom.

Y'all know that I love to prepare myself before I approach anyone in the morning.

I entered the living room after I completed my morning routine and took a look around.

Images replayed in my head of the most horrifying night of my life.

I don't think I can do this.

Why did I even agreed to talk last night?

We made the right decision, there's nothing to talk about.

The baby started kicking and I held my stomach.

"Yuh good?"

I spun upon hearing his voice behind me.

Our eyes caught each other's and I nodded.

His beard was now cut down to a full beard. I could see the beauty mark more clearer now. Still handsome as ever.

Seeing him makes all my worries and doubts fade away.

I feel myself being drawn to him and it was like I was willing to let everything go and just be with him.

Something I knew was gonna happen.

His face was expressionless but his eyes held a hint of admiration.

Feeling nervous and unsettled I cleared my throat and looked away from his dark alluring eyes to the baby lying on his chest.

A smile cracked on my face and I rubbed her tiny head. "Hi baby."

She glanced at me for a second before looking away.

"Yea and I still can't believe that you're mine." I said and straightened myself.

What do I say or do now?

I'm still against the idea of holding a conversation not knowing what's to become of it.

"The cook made breakfast..."

"Breakfast! Sure." I cut him off and headed to the kitchen.

You could've just sensed the unresolved tension between us if you were standing there.

It wasn't awkward just....moot.

I sat at the table and immediately dug in.

Is this what it feels like to be pregnant? Always hungry?

All I know was I could feel Enzo's eyes on me as I ate.

"What?" I asked softly.

He shook his head.

"Well it's not nothing if you keep staring at me."

I was starting to feel all shy and insecure.

"Princess you're just beautiful." His voice was so deep, I couldn't control my cheeks catching a flame.