Adult vacation...

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The next day.

Scarlett's POV:
I'm laying in my bed. I'm skipping school today, I probably skip the rest of the week. So there is no rush for me to wake up. Until a knock on my door and my mom asked for coming in. I sign and cover myself with the duvet. "Scar can I come in?" She asks and I can hear her already open the door. "Yeah, I say and take the duvet down so I can see her. "Were you sleeping?" She asks. "No."

She sits down on the side of the bed and the dogs run up to my bed and kiss me good morning. My mom laugh as my face gets all wet and my hair gets all messy cuz the dogs is messing it up. Koji runs over to mom and wants pets while Gustavo gets bored and walks away. Asia stays with me, I put my head down to his and whisper into his ear "you are my favorite, but don't tell the others." Asia gets licks me in the head and makes a little cute bark. My mom hears what I say to Asia and take Koji's small paws and makes it look like he is offended.

"What did you wanna say, mom?" I ask and pet Asia in her favorite place. "We wanna talk to you about something but we think it's better if you come down and gets some food first." She says this must be serious since she said I needed to get food. I always get grumpy when I'm hungry. "Who's we?" My mom looks at me and then she remembers that I can't read her mind. "Me and Michael, he's downstairs."

"When did he arrive? While I was sleeping?" I ask sarcastically. "Yeah." She says and my face changes. I get a little mad, at least she can be alone with me for a couple of hours but from there she needs to be with her new boyfriend. This always happens. Sometimes I just feel like the side toy in her play. But she's my mom so I know that she loves me.

"Okay mom, I'll be down in some minutes," I say and she walks out with Asia and Koji. I pull the duvet down and look at my legs and find the scar I made yesterday. It's red, I didn't put a plaster on it I don't need a plaster for most of my scars. I walk into my walk-in closet and take a blanket hoodie. My mom got it to me on Mother's Day because it's filled with pictures of her. I walk down to the kitchen.

Michael and mom are sitting very seriously at the table with a mop of coffee each. I look at them with wow-you-guys-are-serious (sarcasm said) "are you guys going to tell me you're getting married?" I ask and giggles, as I think, it sounds ridiculous. "No!" My mom says and looks at me with a confused face. "But would you have a problem if we did?" She asks annoyed. "Actually."

"Okay stop." Michael says "Scarlett, I know you don't like me that much but don't make it, you and your mom hate each other." He says and looks me deep in the eyes. I kinda get scared. "What do you guys want to tell me?" I ask and put the cup of coffee I made hard down on the table so it says a loud sound. I look at my mom there is giving me a death scare. "Scarlett I have invited your mom out on a little vacation so you need to be ho,e alone if you don't want your grandma to come over and take care of you." I look at him and then at my mom. Are they serious, I know everything isn't always about me. But I feel like being alone with my mom again. I felt safe last night when she comforted me while watching a movie. When she asked me questions there didn't make me wanna cry when we were eating. When I was just watching my mom being my mom. "Okay," I say and look at my coffee cup and take it. I just crap it don't take it up to drink it. I just hold it.

I look up at my mom. She sitting there with her beautiful blond hair that she colors and her perfect eyes there light up every time she smiles. She sits there knowing she hurt me. I can see it deep in her eyes. "Okay," I say again. "How long are you gone?"

"About a week." She says "we leave next week." I look at them. "Grandma will not stay here but I would like her to visit, I say it to her myself," I say and leave.

Asia follows me up to my room. When I'm in my room I close the door and sit in the middle of the floor Asia walks over to me and comforts me as I'm crying all the tears I got back. "It's okay, it's okay," I repeat to myself and I pet Asia. "My mom has done nothing wrong, I need to give her permission to date." Asia looks at me with her puppy eyes. "You're right." I say "I need to be strong. I need to be strong."

I walk out to the bathroom and leave Asia in my room not wanting her to see what was about to happen. I take the blade under the sink and look at it. This will make me feel strong and I love that feeling. I sit down on the floor and my back to the door so no one would come in without me knowing. I remove the blanket hoodie from my leg. I put my foot on the floor and try to get it as close to the last scar but still not in it as possible. I cut. I put the blade in me and let it slide down my leg. I bite my lip as I hurt and the blood runs down my leg. I put the blade away and try to catch all the blood falling down my leg. A lot of it ends up on the floor. I try to reach out for a pad, I get one a night pad and I fast try to stop the bleeding.

I walk over to the shower, take my clothes off, and walk in the shower. I wash the scar I made and then wash it after. I let the water run as I'm standing I slowly walk in and put my head under the water I can't breathe under the water but I hold my breath until the very last. I walk out and try to get my breath again. I start crying again. I turn off the shower as soon as I stopped crying and dry myself up and put exactly the same outfit on as before. I let my hair air dry as I clean up the floor for blood.

I wash the rest of the blood from my hands off when I'm done cleaning. It wasn't that bad there wasn't that much blood. I take my phone and walk out to Asia again, she is sleeping in the bed not being bothered that I was gone and just left her. I lay down beside her and she squeezes herself a little closer to me when I lay down. "You so cute I love you," I say and kiss her on the head. I look at my phone and a message from Nathan is there.

"Hey, wanna hang? I heard that you heard the rumor and got upset, but I promise you it isn't true. I tell you the real story." He writes. I sent thumbs up and writes "tomorrow at 10, I don't care that there is school we're skipping."

R/N: I am obsessed with killing Eve I don't think you know how obsessed I am I just love it. I love everything about it. Anyway, I have some creative ideas for the story so be excited cuz I kinda am, I really enjoy writing this, it's like therapy. And I really need that.... Anyway hope you like this chapter!!!

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