tease~mattheo riddle

sixteen

time skip ~ 6 months

me and mattheo had grown way closer. he didn't know it but he helped with my mental health. i never showed any reactions around him like anxiety or eating but i feel like he had some idea since i'd always cling onto him whenever i got anxious or didn't eat a lot sometimes. cedric hasn't bothered us even though he does keep giving me flirtatious looks which i ignore. and that bitch has learned her lesson (for now ;]) and i give her dirties in the hallway.

it was a monday and we didn't have any classes as they we're cancelled for an important meeting with the teachers. i was walking down the hallway bored out of my brains when i got dragged into a closet.

"oh my go-" i said but was cut off by a short peck on the lips.

"mattheo?"

"surprise" he chuckled.

"omg u frightened me" i giggled.

"sorry baby" he wrapped his arms around my waist and my arms went to his neck.

"soo i've got a question" he said.

"go on" i smiled.

"what do you think about going on a date?" he smiled.

"omg yes how could i say no" i kissed him.

"great what about tomorrow 7pm?"

"sounds great"

the day went by quicker than i expected and it was already time for dinner. everyone was heading to the great hall and me and zara were walking in as one of the last. as we walked over to the slytherin table i made eye contact with mattheo and he smirked at me. i bit my lip in response and he rolled his tongue against his cheek. tease. i sat down in between pansy and zara while nancy sat with theodore. food appeared on the table and everyone began taking food. on the other hand the food made me feel sick today. it was just one of my bad days where my eating was worse.

my mental health hasn't been the best recently. i've been hating myself way more and struggling worse than i have in a while. i try not to show it though so no one else has to worry. i grab a chicken wing and some potatoes and put it on my plate. i stare at the plate and take a bit of chicken. i chew it slowly and feel like i'm about to throw up but i hold back and eat it. i look up and mattheo seems worried but doesn't say anything. weird normally he'd ask me if i'm alright?? i managed to finish my food slowly.

time skip to 1am

i was sleeping peacefully when i heard muttering outside in the common room. it was quite loud and lots of giggling to i got up and put a jacket on and peeked out the door. what i found was 2 people so i walked out quietly to get a closer look. when i got closer i saw mattheo stood by the fireplace with vodka in his hand looking in a direction but with his back to me. i looked to where he was looking and saw part of a blonde girl walking towards a dorm. my curiosity got the best of me so i went over to him.

"hey" i said wrapping my arms around him.

"hi" he said emotionless.

"are you okay? who was that?" i questioned.

"who was who?"

"that girl i could've sworn you was with" i said taking the vodka out of his hand and taking a sip.

"oh ella?"

ella. THE BITCH DOES SHE NOT FUCKING LEARN.
(ella is the girl you scrapped xo)

"what the fuck are you doing with her?" i yelled.

"what i can't fucking have friends?" he shouted.

"yes you can but her, seriously you know i fucking hate her" i shouted back.

"listen if you can't let me have fucking friends then why are you my girlfriend? so what if you hate her you don't fucking  have to now just fuck off i don't want to speak to you" he screamed at me.

i flinched and took a step back. shouting like this reminded me of my father but he doesn't know that.

"i'm you girlfriend bevause i love you" i stated.

"yeah well i don't love you" he said with no regret.

hurt. that's all i felt. my heart shattered as he said those words.

"what?" i said with tears in my eyes.

"you heard me"

"if you don't love me then why did you ask me on a date earlier" i started crying.

"i don't know okay just shut up" he said.

"wow i actually thought i found a man who loved me but i guess i was wrong" i cried. "we are done i don't want to see your face" i ran back off to my dorm"

what a bitch who the fuck does that. as i burst into my dorm crying my eyes out pansy zara and nancy sat up probs from the yelling outside.

"omg luce are you okay what's wrong?" pansy asked.

"he said he doesn't love me anymore" i stuttered from crying.

"omg luce what a dick" nancy said.

they all comforted me and i cried myself to sleep.