tease~mattheo riddle

thirty

it was a few days later, now wednesday. i was dressed in grey joggers and a cropt black top. sitting on wall of the astromany tower, my knees tucked up in my chest with tears rolling down my cheeks slightly. i missed him. i missed everything about him. i haven't been myself at all since the breakup. well, technically we didn't break up as he only wanted some time apart but it feels like i've been dumped. the astromany tower may not have been the best place to go when thinking about him as it all happened right in this very spot. my eyes scanned the scenery below me and glanced up at the stars and moon reflecting on my face. the more i thought about him the more i cried. i don't know how long this would go on for but hopefully not much longer. i am so much more with him.

40 minutes had passed and it was getting late. i decided to head back to my room and go to sleep to take my mind off things because i couldn't cope anymore. my feet trailed down the tower stairs and i walked through the corridors, bringing my sleeve to wipe my damp face and eyes now and again. i was looking down until i bumped into a hard chest. my eyes met the jumper the body was wearing. a bright red lip stain on it. the exact one i placed. my eyes shot up to meet mattheos. i gazed into his hazel eyes. i missed his eyes and the way he looked at me.

"hi" was all i could say, my lips parted as i stared at him.

"hey" he replied back not breaking eye contact "how are you?"

"erm i've been better" i awkwardly chuckled.

"can we talk" he asked.

"yeah"

i followed him to his dorm, sniffling along the way.

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he opened the door and i walked in first. he closed it and i just stood there awkwardly.

"you can sit yk" he shot a slight smile. i sat on the edge of his bed next to him.

"u wanted to talk so let's talk" i said picking my fingernails.

"luce i'm so fucking sorry" he began.

"yeah well u could've said it sooner"

"i know and i'm an asshole for not but i need you to know that i fucked up. idk what was going through my head that we so dEsPeRaTlEy needed a break when really it was over nothing" he looked down. "your right it was over riley and to be honest im a jealous person"

"your fight about that" i chuckled looking up at him. "i'm sorry that your jealous but u had nothing to worry about. i don't feel anything towards him and never will. if he feels different towards me that's his problem but you don't need to get involved he will get over it" i smiled.

"i'm so sorry luce" he looked at me. i leant over and pulled him into a hug.

"i'm glad we sorted things, i couldn't cope with it all" i said still sniffling.

he leaned in and kissed me. properly. not just because of the tension. because he wanted to and for love. he pushed me back on the bed, climbing on top of me. slowly he began to undress me and himself. he teased me before pushing into my entrance. our body's collided. everything happened so fast. this wasn't our usual sex. this was making love. something that we had never done before.

this was the moment where we both realised.

true love