stop me if you heard this one before [female joker x reader]

the mind state

Y/N pov

there it was again the sound of the carnival. the sounds of old swing sets going what they please. noting was going to be great from the sounds around me. i opened my eye's and saw that "clown" from before. i jumped a little on from the ground where he was looking above me.

"clown": what are you doing here can't get enough of the clown pri-

"clown" and Y/N: -ince of crime 

"clown": guess you do want more  

Y/N: wait wait wait no that's not right it should be "clown princess of crime" not " prince " 

he looked at me with a "are you kidding me face". he laughed up the place with voice.

"clown": are you kidding me why in the world would it be " princess " oh is it from that little so called " joker " she's nothing but a bad banana peel left on the floor where no ones going to earthier see it or step on it

Y/N: wait bu-but i ne-neve-

"clown": never told me about this no good joke putting on my suite wearing my colors my gun my jokes nononnonononono i will not stand for this

Y/N: yours? what do you mean who the hell are you and why am i talking to you like this is not a dream

he looks right at me like i was stupid. the little smile he had on his face grew big at i look into his eyes of joy. that smile started to get in my head as it seems so familiar and the horror with it comes with it for free. nothing seemed to make him feel better than this moment from now on.

"clown": you really are so perthitic aren't you Y/N 

he walks to me making me back up into an old broken, rusted bumper car. he he crouched a little and leaned over to his right like he was trying to scare me. it was working.

"clown": this so called female "joker".....that's me i should be the one on the ground hunting the ones on the street killing or terrorizing or torturing and then the big old bat coming to stop me not this...this is just a big waste of a life span 

Y/N: joker?!

male Joker: the one and- well can't say that now can i HAH

Y/N: why are you in my head then why is this my dream where you come along

male joker: never really did explain that one did i fine then lets go 

he grabbed my arm and started to drag my to this fake old women in a box. it was one of those things where it tells your fortune well known as a fortune teller ( it looks so bad spelled than said ) and he gets his fingers between the cracks of the fortune teller and opened it like it was a door or something along those lines and throws me in the black hall way.

( now for people confused on what the hell is happening wait and listen to me pls. this is my imagination going into this i like to think of fake story's and use the same people some time over and over again and this is where they live so hope you like and i will be using this in the story.)

there were doors along both sides. there were five doors including the door i was just thrown out of. they did not have names but they did have different colors and textures. the first one was like a door for a house and had police caution tape around it for who knows what reason. and a stop sigh.

the next one had what seemed a axe or something along those likes cut deep into the door with a little eye patch like a sea captain. why was it like this could only be answered by the person who made it like that.

next was a door full of webs. it was like a hotels door but webs all around.( wonder who that could be )

last was different than the rest. it was a door like i have not seen in a long time. it was like an old time wood door made with nothing but a few nails and screws. like in that harry potter movies  but it was like a camp fire cause there was the ashes going all around the door. 

i got up and looked behind me looking at the so called "real joker" next to his door. his door looked like a run down hotel but spray painted with the word " HA HA HA " all over it and some little batman symbols all around it with a puppet of batman for what i would call the door handle.

male Joker, Y/N: wh-what is this place 

male Joker: this is your mind the place we call home or at least who's not in control 

Y/N: control meaning this is not me ? 

Joker: no not really i mean I'm not sure this is the first time i have seen the so called "player" haver there so called human or monster " body " come to there own mind.

Y/N: is that good or bad that I'm here?

Joker: who knows 

this only made things bad and i needed to wake up but how i can't feel anything

Y/N: you said something about "control" what did you mean by that and who is the "player"

joker looks at  me and waves his hand to me to follow him to where ever it is. soon we entered a small room with a panel on the floor like if you step on it, it then will light up. i looked up and saw my own lap.

Joker: why can we see you own lap that's because this  is your eyes we can see through you eye lids. seeing what you can't 

Y/N: your telling me im a puppet ?

Joker:......no...we are 

Y/N: what ?

Joker:....we never got in you head all at once....we were never suppose to be here that's the big joke here you know ?

Y/N: why is this happening 

Joker:... you can thank the person who made us....the person who made us...the person who hurt us no matter where we are

???????: THE MAN WHO SPEAKS IN HANDS 

Joker: killer nice to see you